NINJA TURTLES!!!

haha....actually plan to watch mr bean actually..but 3 slots sold out...end up watching T.M.N.T...7/10 perhaps my rating for it...to me..the ending is kinda diassapointing..after all the great fighting scene..oh well...had a match just now....won 5-3...let in 3 sloppy goals...all in second half..and im not playing then...so not my fault...hehe...create the first goal...happy with my performance...i think...haha...well...i think thats abt it..till then...buaizzz



tag replies:

to Seri ~ suke kau ekz...wakakaka

to Hamster ~ teh pun teh lah....if got time i go ok?

to Berri ~ hhhmm..kinda noob in this stuff...not too sure how to upload pic/videos in here...haha..planning to go the new one...perhaps i post that one...heee

im back!!!

finally im back...after so long...been sleeping late this past few days...well...lets just brief through wat happen this past few days...first up...my bro wedding was a success...wish him all the best in his family life....just left for honeymoon...wonder when is my turn...haha....well...meet lots of cuz..old neighbour..and of course my chinese family...had lots of fun that day..Marceles drew with EAGLEZ...a game where both team could won it..now it left the league wide open and 3 teams can win the league...went to sentosa yesterday...watch the musical fountain again..this time got take a few pic n video..haha....a visitor from indonesia is here...n we brought them there to musical fountain..was kinda late...so most other place was close...its kinda a last min thing...haha....well...thats abt it...will update if anything interesting happen aitez...outzzz

soon...

hhhmmm...everthings to be comming in thick and fast...first up..just got my project assignment..looks hard...but luckily its still week 2...so still got some time...next up...my bro wedding...its on sat...and sun will be on the girl side...hhhhmm...will be having my own room soon...hee...but since my bro has his own responsibility...i have to step up and share the burden i guess...haha....well...doubt be online frequently this few days....tommorow got a religious ceromony...it has been almost 5 yrs since he left me n my family...but the memories will forever be in my heart..no amount of tears can tell how much i miss u....well...after that friday will be busy...preparation for the wedding and stuff...and to make my shedule more congested..i have a top of the table match against EAGLEZ...we drew them last time ard...and this time..the winner will have a good chance to win the league...so its a big match...and im not sure if i can make it that day....haiz...so much things to do this week...well...try my best to online often this few days....taking care...

lost

hhhmmm...another day of FYP ended...another 50 or so to go...lol...damn my project look hard..just receive it..and seems to understand only a bit of the program...haha...hhhmm...last night xl send me a file...rear mirror....abt someone who look back and think wat he had done so far and such...coincidentaly..today its my turn to think really hard...had a talk with my uncle n my bro...talking about my future...how they encourage me to sign on...not that i dont want to...but im not quite sure if im ready for that kind of life just yet...but yet...i might try cause i dont think i can make it in the workforce as too much competitors.....and my GPA is not that good...a good long talk make me think...wat am i going to do in the future??will i able to find a job? settle down and start a family..with little financial problem...will i be able to support my mom...that the biggest question...my bro is getting married soon...he will have his family to take care of soon...and the responsibility now falls on me...its my turn...could i just go enjoy my youth and leave my resposibility to take care of my mom and sis??or am i going to take that resposibility and pretty much end my youth life...its hard...the answer is obvious..i should take that responsibility...the least i can do after so much they do for me...but am i able to make it up there??perhaps its my destiny..."there will never be a tomorrow if i dont survive today"...a quote i think to myself..but..im not quite sure wat im doing today is enought to survive...

signing off...
a man with a happy face mask...


tag replies:
hey ridha...haha...just a boken poem by me...gd luck on yur FYP too aitez...

just another guy

all eyes seems to be on you..
or so i thought
for u are just so beautiful tonight...
i lost in my own world
as i adore u from far...
admire u...love u
though there are thousands of ppl in the room
the slight view of u
able to make me smile...
feeling warmth and love..
u are the miss perfect..
but i dont stand a chance..
for im just another guy in the crowd..
a large crowd


haha.....ftw?...lol...ok sat was boring nonthing happen...stuck in the jam going in jb...acc me sis go sent clothes...fast trip.. sun...had a soccer match..won 1-0..played the whole game with just 10 man...taufiq score the only goal...i think i play pretty well..haha....have yet to buy me clothes for my bro wedding..think just wear my old clothes...lol...haiz...abt to start FYP week 2...when will this torture end???

special bday..

hhhmmm..im quite suprise to have such a memorable bday this yr...usually mine is the low key affair...but somehow..this yr is very much diff....first off...i would like to say a big thank you to my classmate for that wonderful night...and of course the present...will remember it for as long as i live..haha...next..thanx to my marceles gang for acc me tonite...and to all who wishes me...a big thank you for remembering and taking the time to wish me...haha...well its my bdae 9 march...but went celebrate with me class on the 8th as most of them cant make it on the 9th..had lots of fun at pizza hut..eat untill cant eat no more..too much stuff..very touching indeed with all bz with attachment and stuff yet they manage to come together and celebrate my bdae...today after finishing skool at 5.30pm i went straight to sentosa where i watched the musical fountain...went there alone...but marina was werking there...but still i sit through out the show alone...just have to go...the place will soon be demolish as new one will be built...lots of precious memory there...and i just have to go...even if it is alone...quite emotional there...but have to control myself....as i look ard...i notice ppl were with family,partners,friends....im very happy that they are having such a nice time...as i look ard...flashback keep playing in my mind...and i couldnt help it..but a few tears drop from me eyes...like i always say...im living in regrets...hhhmmm....i think gonna write a broken poem again...haha...well...c ya next time...byezzzxxx


tag replys:

dee - haha..emotional??yeah at times i am...cant help it..

ajid - haha..thanx...kahwin??susah tu..mane ler org nk aku..wakaka

seri - thanx ekz for the wish...ingat jugak kau...haha

nani - hee...thanx alot...my wish quite heavy le..hard to come true...wakaka

yus - tue tu maksud nye kau kene salam aku...hormat sikit pat aku nihz..haha

YOU

There i am
Bravering against the blizzard storm..
alone, barefooted with minimal clothes on
tiredness sets in
as death awaits me..
death..right there infront of me.
but as i glance to the side
saw u there on top of a white horse
with a man hugging u tightly
giving u warm
and u were in paradise even in this strom
and that is when i see it...
your smile..
ever so gentle yet powerful
powerful enough to give me the inner strength
an inner strength that long had lost
an inner strentgh pushing me to complete my journey
and now..
death seem to be far away from my sight
theres hope..
and i wonder...
what if...
i am that man....


a broken english poem..
by..
yours truly..
Legendary Hero

emotional...

well...today the first day of FYP...class okok lah...its more of individual project...so im left alone...its tough..new concept...VHDL...no idea wat it is...and i have to learn it on my own...damn it....this gg to be one tough semester...daily routine of 8.30am to 6pm...sucks....haiz...life have to go on...hhhmmm...planning to go sentosa this friday with my classmate...dunno they want to go onot...want to see it one last time bfore demolish and built the new one...nice memories there...haiz..alot of place with nice memories is goin to be torn down...first is the kallang stadium..not sure y its has to be torn down..lots of memories..be it good or bad there..now the musical fountain...haiz...well...we dont have much land...and need to keep up the pace of the world...just wish i can enjoy that musical fountain one last time....for old time sake...



seems to be getting emotional this past few days....life is cruel arent it...u just dont seem to appreciate something while its there..until at one point it is there no more...no amount of money can bring back wat is so important to me...living wif regret rite now..regretting not cherishing every moment i had but now the oportunity is gone...regrets...thats all im left...

YEAH!

today...everything pretty much went my way...first up..ISFL league...marceles won 5-3...but its a very hard fought match...the scroreline was 3-3 when i manage to score a goal...to give us the lead..was very happy as its has been sometime since i last score for marceles....finally break the goal drought..then...me wan fadz n isk went to esplanade to watch the firewerks...last abt 10 mins or so...but still...quite nice...then went home watch blackburn vs bolton...blackburn won 2-1...they are now within reach of a automatic qualification to europe...weeee!!!!well...FYP starts tomorrow...damn it..not to sure how my class will be..hope its a fun class...but not to worried...only for 3 mths..before im alone for my attachment...to all my fren doin their attachment..all the best aitez...if u need someone to talk to...come to me...i try my best to cheer u guys up with my lame joke...haha..till then...toodles!

HAIRCUT!

hhhmmm...had one hell of a day today...lets start from 12 am...first me n my fren chill out at teh tarik then to vista park...only to see some guys playing soccer there....yep in the middle of the night...and we decide to join them...played for abt 2 hrs before gg home..decide to take the stairs instead of the lift to avoid that house...lol...then in the afternoon accompany yazid to buy his bike,..ali was there too...he choose SP...was shocked to hear the insurance went up to 600 bucks...wow...wtf...mine cost 300 last time..and now 600??damn it...then we head to town...where i get a haircut...weee.....short hair...not too sure how it looks....but in 2 weeks time..is my bro wedding...and maybe by then grew a bit long...haha....well...man u won again...luckily...to keep a big gap with chelsea...haiz...didnt care much...only concern of blackburn...but i just wish chelsea dont win this time ard...and it just so happen man u was on top...well...gtg...c ya soon...ciaoz...

THANX ALL!

finally its over...the exam period is now over!...but the mkost irritating thing is that....monday had to start school back....no break as starting my FYP already....to all..gd luck on yur FYP n attachment aitez...take care...firstly...Blackburn won!!! 1-0 against arsenal...am so happy...a realistic chance of silverware n automatic entry to europe....


this entry is a bit special...i would like to say thanx to all my frens in NYP..now its gonna be more difficult for us to meet always as we went our seperate specialization...especially to my class...class-AC...thanx alot for being there for me for this past 2 years...im sorry if i ever offend anybody...be it with intention or unintentionally...by nature..im more of a joker...then to hurt anyone feelings....and thanx for teaching me stuff i dont know...especially when exams is ard the corner...cant have a better class than this...really do hope that we keep in touch with each other...and perhaps can meet up once a while...it will be hard..as everyone is bz with own stuff...but atleast try...so to everyone...especially my class n my closent friend...GD LUCK in yur future doings..i may just be a guy in the corner...but i do hope u guys remember me 10 yrs down the road..like me remembering u guys....

Peace...out...