BYEBYE!!!!!dont miss me kz...i'll be back...

k gang...today im off to camp...so wont be online till sunday....now2...dont cry...i'll back....muahahaha.....k i know lame...like go off fer 2 years like that..so yeah..im going to orientation camp....anything just msg me...kz?..so outzzzz!!!!!!

i burnt my tongue!!!!

yeah...accompany taufiq go buy rock shoes..then go school rock climb...so wat thing climb down is much harder compare to climb up???neway after that chill with them...was force to drag down a whole glass of hot teh-katai...damn it..got some kind of race...the result??i burnt my tongue...weeeee!!!!at least im not last...must do one forfeit which luckily wasnt me...then all head to bishan..abt 11 of us chill at cofeebean.....haha...super fun ah...laughing all the way....reach home ard 12.20am...well...thats abt it..till then..outzzz

weee!!!!i made a video clip!!wakakaka

yep..a short clip of me doing amateur skills....wakakaka...quite lame ah...just do it for fun...wanna see it??ask me lah at msn...haha...must see!!!support local talent!!!wakkaka....neway..played soccer today...not so many ppl...so played for a short while only....but it feels great!!muahahaha...hhhhmm...the post is short issint it??so.....

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there...should be long enough...wakakaka..till then...byezzzxxx

(a special thanx to rezwan for being patience with me recording the video...cause i lost count how many retakes i took...wakakaka)

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

stevie g!!!

i dont think anyone can doubt stevie g anymore after a brilliant display by him...to score twice in 51 seconds for a midfielder is something to be proud of....clearly liverpool will be lost without the inspiration captain....and thats my target....i want to be the sorce of inspiration where ppl have confidence whenever im playing...will i be able to achieve that???its a very long way to go..but i will do anything to reach that standard...i want my presence to instill fear to opponents and build confidence in the team..till i reach that standard...i dont see my self as a good soccer player..right now im just a amature....like iskandar say...go marceles!!and i believe playing beside this great players can help me with my goals....today..rock climbing was fun..got physical training..but somehow its fun...wakakaka....well...thats abt it..outzzz

i guess i shoud have known better

weeeee!!!!!i failed my TP again....such a FAILURE...but got improvement...this time no immediate failure....wakakaka...wah piang eh...so suay one...tag no 91??how come like extra like that...usually untill 90...then..all went smoothly untill my turn abt to arrive..just as it was abt my turn to take the bike...its start raining...so swee sia...dont care already ah..can consider myself as a veteran there...wakakaka....neway...after that go cut hair...suppose to look better rite???but somehow..i look worse...i think...wakakakaka....actually my mom say like never cut hair..so no diff....ard 4+ meet aza at penin...want to buy rock shoes...but ended up wait for taufiq..to my suprise..wan,hafiz,fredo,rahman,nabilah n one senior were together with him....fredo force me to wear size 6...which i spent abt 15 mins trying to fit in..but still cannot...last take 6 1/2...cause 60 bucks....at least now i got my own shoes...should be easier to climb i guess...while buying shoes...ifah meet me n aza..which they hang out with adc memberz...after buying all stuff..me,aza,ifah,opit n nabillah walk all the way to raffles mrt station cause i dont know y...go ask aza to find out...well....thats abt it....tillthenbyezzzxxx

sweet revenge..

finally..the guilty feeling is finally over...we won 7-2 yesterday and it feels great...rarelt before a game i was so nervous...it was the same feeling when i took my o-level result..and i hate those feeling...im afraid that i will miss this opportunity to make ammends after what i did the last time againt this very same team..but luckily for me..things went my way...the scoreline doesnt reflects much abt me..i played OK...theres still PLENTY of room for improvements...it will be much better if i had scored one...but im more than satisfied for the win...after the game...almost all of us(ard 12??)went to esplanade for the baybeats...and the best part is...we travelled all the way from YISS to esplanade just to stay there for 15 mins!!!cool huh??thats wat i like abt marceles...wakakaka...must d0 it more often..worth every cents of the transportation fee...eventhough i was there for only 15 mins...i still managed to meet quite a number of my friends...which is great...thats abt it..outzzz


Team for the day

at esplanade

vengence day has arrive...

once...a team, marceles, was doing fine..untill....3 mistake done by a same person had cause them to lose the game...and that person is me....carrying the guilt of disrupting the team winning streak...finally..i had a chance to make ammends....tension will be high....nad all the pressure is on me...i cant afford to make any mistake...i have to be at my best and nonthing less of it...can i make it??can i be the inspirational figure???or just the cause of failure???tomorrow..fate will decide it..if victory is mine..my morale will be at super high level..but if i were to cause the team lose again..im down and probably out....vengence day..i'll do my very best..infact its a must...this past few days i had been worried abt this game...ppl all were worrying abt common test...but here i am, worrying abt a stupid game...

i need inspiration n motivation....will U be it???

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the big game is coming

yeah..steven gerrard scored a hat-trick yesterday...or should i say i scored????wakakakaka..nonthing much happen at school...alot to catch up as common test is comming nearer...and it seems that all the paper are difficult if wat my lecturer said is true....one even say that it is the most difficult common test paper she ever seen...cool huh??haiz...stress...haha....the big game is on saturday....remember the team marceles lost to due to my mistake????yep...we gonna have a rematch...i will do my very best and perform to make up for my mistake..haiz...certainly pressure is on me...not from my team mates...but from myself...

"would YOU be there and be my source of inspiration/determination???"

outzzz

erm...

sori guys...i have deleted 'today' (just now) post...im not even sure if u had read my post...reason i delete it is because i think its too emo...i have to look at the bright side of life instead of moaning and complaining here..oh well...things happen for a reason..learn 2 new tricks today...one a total fluke...the other one still practicising...wakaka..to make the story short...one incident had overshadowed the fun time i had today...well thats abt it..till then...byezzzxxx

im no mat style....

today...i did a miracle....i never sleep troughout maths lecture.....hhhhhmmm....???oh well...have to be serious now...common test is coming...tomorrow no lesson for me!!!!happy yet worried....happy cause no school lah....but worried cause got 2 hrs lecture on EC...something i weak at...ah wth..dont care...tomorrow got the step up NYP...so i become the refree huh???actually im confuse...first they say its not abt winning or losing...its abt trying the sports...but then when i take up the refree job...suddenly i have a lot of responsibilities...i had been warned to make sure i make the right decision....and theres should be no fight or complain...damn im dead...wakakaka....i had approximately 7 hours to study all the rules and wat refrees should do....hhhmm...nvm...call fadz and ask all abt it...wakaka...hope i didnt make any mistake tomorrow...lets all just have fun...since im not good enough to play for school team...i did the next best thing...become refree...wakakaka....at least got to 'feel' the pitch....wakakaka....tillthenbyezzzxxxoutzzz

such a waste of time...

played pool with yus,ahmad,fairoz n wan...haiz...long time never see ahmad...didnt change a bit...which is a good thing....then eat mac....suppose to lepak with azhar and fad at 5 but we finish eating ard 3...so i n wan go to azhar house first..play game...managed to get a quick nap..haha..boring gile...they play 15 mins per game...and i was like all alone waiting for my turn..in the end never lepak cause raining...ard 7+ go home..wan help me do my semestral project...which later aza come n help....make the thing for 2 hours...thought can happy2 already...but the thing never work....fun sia...do for 2 hours...then cannot werk...haiz...die lor...then went to al-amin eat murtabak...then go home....tomorrow can go in late...first class cancel...yeah!!!wakakaka...outzzz

WWWwwwwweeeEEEEEE!!!!!!

yeah...im very happy today....firstly...after a month of not playing together as ateam...we gel quiet well...won the match 5-0...as promise..i display a steven gerrard performance(haha..thick skin)..playing alone in midfield???get this...we played 4-5-1 but ended up playing 4-1-5......cool huh???didnt scored though...but played well....control the midfield.....i think....hhhhmmm...secondly...i have fulfill my fan raydong request...kinda....he wanted me to break my knee..which i fail to do so....so i did the next best thing....i go injured my knee...now cannot bend liao....fun sia....got it after a hard collision with the opponent...haiz...so happy now ray???now i know i got fan club sia....wakakakaka....after that walk from tanjong katong to payar lebar...fun sia...all say near....but walk for 15 mins...just to eat at cofee shop????ok lah..had a lot of fun....all the marceles crapness...haha...i want to play soccer again!!!!outzzzzzz

click this link for today pix!!!but some has nonthing to do with soccer...enjoy!
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madNESS!!!!!!

damn...im frustrated at my injury....for so long marceles had not a match..and i didnt get any injuries...just when there's game...i freakingly injured myself....fun huh???tomorrow the match and now im nursing my injured thigh....got it inbetween rock climbing session...and the freaking thing is that, i didnt climb at all today...except for bouldering.....wth???luckily its just a minor injury...just a few training on techniques,and im injured...when last time i climb to the top..there's no injuries...argh...madness!!!!frustrated!!!!its just my life.....have to accept it wether i like it or not...ubt no matter wat...the show has to go on...im going to force myself to play tomorrow if im still injured....argh!!!

the time has come...

today was suppose to be very busy day for me...but due to my carelessness....i have a relatively free day.....not only class ended early...i totally missread the calendar...my road revision was suppose to be last thursday..but i thought it is today....sux...wasted 30 bucks...i think i gonna fail again..wakakakaka..hell yeah!!!oh well..chill out with some of marceles players...got to ride on fadz bike...cb...all the way from nyp to wdl i like one kkj behind..the way he handle the bike is scary yet exciting.....super fun...haha...no matter how sux his riding are....he's still 1000 time better than me...caues he pass, and i fail...haha...i want to ride again!!!wakakaka.....well..received 2 good news...one bellamy is going through medical to join blackburn rovers...second signing liao...MORE!MORE!MORE!!!!....and the second, marceles will be having a game on saturday..heard it's a very good team...thats great...i have the desire to perform like i once did...i miss those old days...saturday is the day i'll establish myself as the next steven gerrard...laugh all u want...but i have full confidence in myself and i believe i can do it....outZZZZZZ

wwwwweeeeeee!!!!

today was quite ok ah....after school got this gathering with my lecturemates...got makan2 and lucky draw....took this opportunity to eat as much as i can....i think my class table is the most messy....haha....all greedy take like no more food like that...wakakakafun...then go rock climbing....still cant do bouldering....haha...im such a weak person...wakakaka....in the middle of the session got kinda of physical training led by hafiz/komeng....run 1 round the stadium then do 20 pull up and 20 situps....haha...the pull up like not i do sia...the ppl behind me help....darn...so weak cannot pull myself up...haha...thas abt it...tomorrow bz day...school long hour then got some business to attend to at night.....damn.....till then...byezzzxxx

i meet david beckham???

well...yeah...he came to my school as guest-of-honour for NYAA....cool huh???but he didnt do much...he left as quickly as he comes...sux...never bring any cam..so no pix...but my friend got em..so gonna ask it from them...haiz....y send david beckham sia???they should send steven gerrard....compare to gerrard, beckham has yet to 'lead' his team to any glory....and i believe gerrard is as popular as beckham...maybe not...oh well...a new experience for me again...first time to meet a highly-rated footballer....haha....had a fun time with the adc ppl....i started to get comfortable with the other freshies...haha...after that planning to play soccer but no ppl....lesson learnt...when inviting ray to play soccer...ask him to leave his house at least 2 hours earlier....but that's still no gurantee that he will come early...thanx ray...then go civic to chill out...meet some of marceles members adn their girlfends?????wakakaka....asal boleh shoot...oh well..thas abt it....byezzzxxx...

i feel good....

today is not such a bad day....finish school early...suppose to ends at 6 but we finish at 4....wakakaka...happy...then go home nonthing to do...want to go ray house to play VS but something there's a change of plan...we go to play soccer instead...ray purposely call his bro to come back home so i cannot play game...thanx ah dong!!!neways...it was not a bad idea after all...eventhough played for a short while...i enjoyed it....long time never play bare footed..now got blister on my right foot...haha...yet..i still want to play tomorrow!!!dunno if got time...but i will try...well...thats abt it for today...till then..byezzzxxx

i feel so alive!!!!!not....

today..once again i fail to get myself the shoes....this time no size...haha...then to make thing worse...kena phunk by the sales girl...first she say that the cost is 70 bucks...after finding the right size all, suddenly she say its 90 bucks....wth????haha....so getting the shoes is being put on hold for the moment...maybe wait for taufiq buy together....dunno ah...haha...then night went to wan house cause got kenduri....hhhmmm...been a long time since i wear my baju kurung...last time raye haji i think....or maybe hari raye....haha....dunno ah..forget...wakakaka...come late...but at least i come....haha...buat sebok jek kat sane...go there to finish the food only...free food...wakakaka...well thats abt it...till then...byezzzxxx

we lost!!!!!

the we is not marceles....its farhan's uncle team....first half we drew 1-1 and the team was solid...but cause there are other players...they rotate the formation and we completely lost it...was quiet surprise that they never change me...cause like usual..i sux...wakakaka...now, all marceles player that played today should understand y i wanted games so much....not only i sux, im not even fit enough to play the whole game....somewhere in the end i had leg cramps...damn...haiz...must play more soccer!!!!!at this time that i realise wat ppl say is true, that people repay kindness with kindness....sumthing like that ah...twice i help the opponent players when they had leg cramp and when i had one, they carry me out the field,provide oilment and give me drinks....i really appreciate their help...the standard between we teenagers and those veterans are wide apart....playing with veterans, u cant hold the ball much if not u will be at the ground...i learn that twice...and its a very painfull experience....haha....oh well.....then i and isk when to capitol searching for RC shoes...adn when we reach there, the shop is closed...damn...and its only 8.24 pm....late for 24 mins....haha...then i force isk to buy something so that the trip will not be so unmeaningful...haha...crap...now not sure if im going rock climb tomorrow....cause i dont have the shoes!!!!haha....well..tomorrow then i decide....till then...byezzzxxx

yeah??????

so i finally manage to reach the top this time...twice..but somehow im not happy....y sia???haiz...only reach halfway for the centre wall(difficult one)haiz...still no news from marceles abt this weekend game....have a great feeling that there's no game this week......F!!so much for hoping...damn...but tomorrow got a match for one of my friend's uncle team...but they all damn good...feel like one cb playing wif them....haha....well thats abt it...still cant figure out y im not happy....maybe.....