finally..my luck has change...

well...let see...hhmmm...on tuesday played some street soccer near silling primary there...quite happy for my performance..but still did many stupid things...mostly..it all my fault when the team lost...but yet i did create magic via soccer...a carbon copy of ronaldinho goal against chelsea at stamford brifge...no..not the penalty....but the outside foot shot..which pass the diving goalkeeper when there is defenders ard u...create a goal out of nonthing...well...still like my previous game...a lil magic..alot of madness....lol...eat dinner at seoul garden today...hhhmm..ok lah...eat till my stomach full....i just truly enjoy the prawns....hhmmm...the ice-cream were not bad either...enjoy a large bowl of ice-cream..."ice-cream??did somebody say free ice-cream??"remember this line??to all spongebob fanatic(or should i say patrick fanantic..)will know this..its in one of the episode where spongebob become the lifeguard...haha..now i just remember...had watch samurai x 1,2 n 4...my bro couldnt find the 3rd one..yeah thats abt it...watch from how kenshin get that x scar on his face till its fade away...yeah..that abt it..i just know that he has a son name kenji..well....receive a good news at night...RP had offer me a course...diploma in communication n automation electronics...going to accept it...but my mom ask me to wait and see if there's other offer...had till 1st april to reply that offer...finally..i able to sleep and eat without any thoughts in mind...the thoughts of wasting for another year stress me out...glad that finally its over....so..that abt it...now wan at my house...going to watch england vs azerbaijan game...england is not only going to be the top of the group....but gonna be the only unbeaten team in the group...GOD SAVE THE QUEEN!!!!hahaha

my life sux....will my luck change???

ok...hhhmmm...let see...let start with soccer....played a game with marceles...against mayon senior...won 7-0...played for 35 mins only though(not good enough for marceles..)played 5 mins of pure magic(seriously)..n 30 mins of pure madness(usual style of play)....this just show im sucks at soccer....haha...at least i admit it...so..erm..had 2 training session with fairoz and ray dong-kedongdong...haha...teach fairoz basic defending...hope he do well in his selection...have hope in him...haiz...of all ppl..he ask me to teach him...go ask more superior ppl lah..haiz..the second training session were quite funny...play in the rain and ray were wearing school shoes...as expected...he fall 3 times...2 times while trying to kick the ball...the other in a stylish way...fall down and doin the split...seriously the split...acrobatic sia....haha...wish i could snap a pic that time...haiz...all memories of raydong-kedongdong...so..next..i fail my prac today...damn tough..many mistake..but after this one mistake i made..i know i definitely fail...when i had an accident with a car...haha...haiz...sian...next lesson on thursday...same prac...hope can pass this time..wat else..yah..went to RP to send my documents for the appeal...hope its sucessful...cause im gonna quit my MI...dont thinkc an make it A-level...got a cuz who is super smart...but struggled im her MI days...just make it..the thoughts of failing 2 subj and will not receive my A-level cert scare me...i will be like wasting 3 years there...so..if my poly appeal were unsucessful...then i probably went for my NS first...so lets just hope together and pray together that i get to go poly.....haiz...see how miserable my life is...im a loser in everything.....love,soccer,study...almost everything...haiz....well...till then...byezzzxxx

SOCCER!!!die without em...

so...today i passed my practical 3.02..which means i can book for my 4.01...learn how to emergency break on a wet surface....very difficult...and so...after that, went to play soccer...almost the whole marceles living in wdls/marsilling play..played for abt 2 hours...but still i got leg cramps....shows how my fitness are....lol...haiz..tomorrow play soccer again...this time at field...for fun...only a handful will show up...no..not marceles...but just friends...so..thats abt it for today..well...till then...byezzzxxx
(keep praying that my appeal is successful...u all help to pray also okies??haha...)

HAIZ!!!!!!

ok...for this one particular post there will be no censorship...and let the post begins.....

I just fucking hate my life......why in the fucking world i choose MI in one of my choices???maybe im fucking confident that i can get either 1 of my first 4 choices...fuck it....now im posted to MI..and i hate it...i dont fucking know why...buy i just hate it...maybe its the same as secondary school....i've been trying so fucking hard to get out of secondary school system but only to get it in return...fuck it...u know wat..since im so piss off....im just gonna keep saying that word....fuck.Fuck.FUck.FUCk.FUCK!!!!!...appeal for poly course...hope it's successful...fucking shit..if only commiting suicide izzint a big sin....i would have done that already...why must i face this kind of dilemma????what have i done to deserve this???now..i want to quit MI and hope my appeal was successful....but if it's unsuccessful...than im dead...fuck it...im lost......as if i have just fall into one DEEP hole....and trying very hard to get out of it....damn it....fuck it...pls.....PLS,PLS,PLS!!!!just pls...let my appeal be successful.....i dont know for whose sake....but pls...just let it be successful......

kepale bontot!!!!HAHAHA

"kepale bontot"-a malay phrase which only iskandar knows the meaning..so as him if u want to know...haha...

so...it ahs been a very long time since i last updated....no..not that im lazy...its just that my f-ing damn comp have prob again....sian....cost me money again trying to fix it....so let me summarise what has happen to me in that period of time...

*SOCCER*
not much really only played one match...which i only played first half as i have my prac later in the afternoon...scored one in the game...but played as usual = like shit...

*LICENSE*
erm...have just passed my RTE-Riding Theroy Evaluation...so..just booked my RTT-Riding Theory Test..which gonna be on 2/4/05..in term of my prac..later today going to learn prac lesson 2.02...hope i just do it right....

*LEISURE*
erm...went to sentosa with isk n co...actually i manage to write that on my blog...but somehow it just wouldnt appear on my blog....got some pixs of it....and erm...went to ECP with my family..to celebrate every family member bdae that falls on march...quite a number...6 if not mistaken....

so...that abt it...and here the url for the pix....enjoy....
http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EehtGjhq4cN

well.....till then...byezzzxxx

weehoo!!its my bdae!!

haha....guess where am i???rite now im at Ray Dong house...haha..planning to watch soccer later morning with him and wan...so...9 march..the most important date in history...it's my b'dae...woohoo....finally im 18...legal to do anything i want...wahahahaha...so..nonthing special happens though..except that i went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre...enroll in class 2B...well...im such a well known soccer player that i got a b'dae present from Mourinho and Rijkaard...they both filled in a superb team entertain me early in the morning of one of the greatest match i ever watch...ended 4-2 in chelsea favour....though i really wish barcelona were through...but i cant ask for more after wat i watch..i seem to play alot of soccer this pass few days....nonthing much....still sucks as usual...but hey...tomorrow i going to Sentosa with iskandar and the gang...looking forward to this event as an opportunity to improve my dribbling skill...well...the sand make it harder to control the ball..and i hope to improve my play there...well...till then...byezzzxxx

...

so...i had a soccer match yesterday....not gonnan say much abt the game as it ended pretty bad...no..not that we lost(we won 5-4 ok).it just that theres a lil fight going on in the match..so i did no totally enjoy the game...but i played well in the game...played a part in the first 3 goals...firsly se up fazlie...than putting pressure on the gk so he lost the ball...which fell straight to fazlie..and he scores again..and the third was kinda a fluke..was trying to pass the ball to fadzali..but some how the defender get the touch first and ended up at the back of the net...so thats abt it....later in the afternoon...10 MJFC players went to JB....were hold up in JB custom as usual...spent abt 1 f-ing hour just to get a stamp on my passport...quiet irritattingwith ppl cutting Q..then they went shopping at city square....i didnt bought anything..so i just stand there doing practically nonthing...after that we had our dinner at singgah selalu...cause us a bomb....$325 ringgit....but it was hell worth it...well thats abt it....reach home abt 1am...dead tired...well....till then...byezzzxxx

finally.....

so finally i have chosen my course...yesterday me,yus,fairoz and daniel went to SP to check out the courses....got hooked up on marine engineering and nautical studies...have just applied marine engineering as my fisrt choice...for nautical studies...ii i want to apply...it must be through DAE...if i dont get my first choice..then im dead meat..cause the rest is practically i just choose without giving real thoughts....so..played soccer just now..with wan,faizal,an and aza..we just play for the sake of fun...no real opponent though as they all were sec students and were abt to go home...as ususual..play like shit...well...not gonna type much..as i have to sleep early..marceles got a soccer match tomorrow....and must meet 7am at cck....gosh...y so early??i dont know..but hack care....till then...byezzzxxx

a sad date for the football calendar..

as a footballer..i would like to pay tribute to the late Rinus Michels who created the brilliant 'total football'...from total football i realise that u dont need marvelous skills to make the game beautiful..but just the basic which is passing...it certainly help me alot as i dont have those brilliant skills..neway i just believe that in soccer...it's always a team...not individual..sure one or two might stand out...but still they are nonthing without his/her team mates...see...im not sexist or biased..i belive in girl power too...hack..they have the rights to do whatever they want..and most probably much better than me...dont mind losing to a girl..as that mean she work harder than me and put in more effort..to those who go against women playing the so called 'man sports'...F off...u r most probably afraid to get beaten by them...why am i saying all this u might wonder..well..for no particular reason actually...just staing my point...haha...maybe its true that im crazy..who would even care my stand for its just a blog entry..but just to let u know..im anti sexist/racism....racism especially...F y u all care if the player skin is darker than yours??u got a prob wif that???i dont see them doing anything wrong or against the law as they were only playing soccer....u all probably jealous as they got to play in professional league soccer...and to those who actually support racism..get a life...u dont belong in sports or any part of the world to be precise...and not especially in football...cause its a beautiful game...and we dont need u ppl to cause a scar on that beautiful game...nike should have a tournament on anti-racism...it will help youngster to realise wat's happening now..and hopefully they can change that in the future...well...enough of my stupid comments...no one cares neway.....till then.....

COnFUsE!!!

well....been a long time since i updated..major event had happened last few days...im quiet relieve after i had receive my O-level result...got 20 pts for my L1R4 and 25 pts for my L1R5...very happy wif my result..couldnt ask for more considering that its a last min preparation...now im having a major headache on wat courses to choose...i still dont know what my interest is...and i have no idea what each courses can provide me...damn..neway...going to SP(my probable destination) tomorrow to check out the course...hope i can make my decision tomorrow cause i have up to friday to make my decision...so yesterday watch the fa cup replay between Blackburn and Burnley...a derby game...quiet dissapointed wif the game cause its not up to the standard..blackburn won 2-1 but they need to perform well better than yesterday if they were to progress to the semi-final...they will meet leicester in the quarter-final...eventhough they were the div 1 team..there's always a possibility of an upset...especially in FA cup....so..not been feeling well lately...it start with just coughing...but ended up wif a fever and a flu...feeling weak...but better now...well...till then...byezzzxxx