HAIZ!!!!!!

ok...for this one particular post there will be no censorship...and let the post begins.....

I just fucking hate my life......why in the fucking world i choose MI in one of my choices???maybe im fucking confident that i can get either 1 of my first 4 choices...fuck it....now im posted to MI..and i hate it...i dont fucking know why...buy i just hate it...maybe its the same as secondary school....i've been trying so fucking hard to get out of secondary school system but only to get it in return...fuck it...u know wat..since im so piss off....im just gonna keep saying that word....fuck.Fuck.FUck.FUCk.FUCK!!!!!...appeal for poly course...hope it's successful...fucking shit..if only commiting suicide izzint a big sin....i would have done that already...why must i face this kind of dilemma????what have i done to deserve this???now..i want to quit MI and hope my appeal was successful....but if it's unsuccessful...than im dead...fuck it...im lost......as if i have just fall into one DEEP hole....and trying very hard to get out of it....damn it....fuck it...pls.....PLS,PLS,PLS!!!!just pls...let my appeal be successful.....i dont know for whose sake....but pls...just let it be successful......