My first pay since O-level...lol!!

yep u guys..i just got my first pay since my O-levels...its not much as i was just helping out at a malay wedding...yeah, first time as a "kendarat"...it was actually Raba'a cuz wedding but their family were quiet close to mine...Rezwan, Fadhuli, Yusri and i help to carry used plates and cups to the washing area while Hanani, Hanis, Zureena and Raba'a helped out by giving away souveniors to those who has just arrive...help out from 11am-5pm...it is very tiring as i have to carry a tray full of plates and cups back and forth but its fun as i have friends to talk to while doing my job..i dont know where i will be without my friends... at the end of the day, Hanani received $10 for answering 2 riddles...now i am very tired as im not use to work...gosh now i know how it feels and i dont like it..but no work = no money...so must work....damn...now i'm also in a deep thoughts..not sure wat to do now...my life has always been full of craps i tell you..always..i just cant seem to get what i wanted..and we r not talking abt object or money here....well gotta sleep...till then....***...in deep thoughts...***