Tales of a Legend

memories....

2008-12-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

out of sudden...i just want to read over something i had keep for a long time...cant help myself but to smile while reading all those letters...haha...those were the days...one of the most happiest moment in my life...though not for long but still a good memories..still remember how nervous i was back then but to read it now and see it childish...regrets??maybe a bit, not able to control the situatuion better..

still cant believe that i never threw that letters away...i know i should..but i think this memories is what make life more meaningful..looking back..i realised how i have grown, not just physically but mentally..but no matter what..im still the same guy anyone had known me for the past 21 yrs. still childish, playful, lazy, carefree...haha...wish could have some sort of reunion with all the person i met through out the years....but its impossible..most of them are busy with their life. they have their own things to do..and same goes to me. friendship just seem so fragile this days. once you left and embark on a new road of life, slowly but surely they disappear while you gain new friends. not saying all will disappear, there will be some that will stick with you eventhough taken different path.

well..maybe 4 yrs down the road i will have flashback on my poly days...or maybe sooner??haha...but still...though not in contact right now...i would like to say thanks to all my friends from kindergarden to primary school to secondary school to NYP to squadmate to all who had been friends with me...

thanx for the memories :)

christmas gift??

2008-12-19T16:33:00.001+08:00

CAPE CANAVERAL, Fla. – NASA's soon-to-be-retired space shuttles are up for grabs.

The space agency said Wednesday it's looking for ideas on where and how best to display its space shuttles once they stop flying in a few years. It's put out a call to schools, science museums and "other appropriate organizations" that might be interested in showcasing one of the three remaining shuttles.

Beware: NASA estimates it will cost about $42 million to get each shuttle ready and get it where it needs to go, and the final tab could end up much more.

The estimate includes $6 million to ferry the spaceship atop a modified jumbo jet to the closest major airport. But the price could skyrocket depending on how far the display site is from the airport. Only indoor, climate-controlled displays will be considered.

"The orbiters will not be disassembled for transportation or storage," NASA insists in its nine-page request for information.

One space shuttle appears headed to the Smithsonian Institution's National Air and Space Museum in Washington. The remaining two would be placed in storage at Kennedy Space Center until their final homes are decided.

If a space shuttle is too pricey, NASA is offering some of its shuttle main engines for anywhere between $400,000 and $800,000, not counting shipping costs.

The space shuttles, so you know, will not come with any main engines.

NASA plans to retire Discovery, Atlantis and Endeavour by Sept. 30, 2010, in keeping with President George Bush's initiative calling for a return by astronauts to the moon by 2020. A transition team set up by President-elect Barack Obama is reviewing all the options, however, including the possibility of keeping the shuttles flying beyond 2010.

If that happens, then all space shuttle deals are off.

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On the Net:

NASA: http://www.nasa.gov/transition

got it from yahoo though..

refresh

2008-12-11T23:44:00.001+08:00

new look

new music

new hope

new life

old self

=)

slack

2008-05-04T16:08:00.002+08:00

hhhmmm...when will july come...but then still have to spent another 3 mths at brani...sianned....slacked the whole weekend...will face some difficulty this week PT..lol...ytd went to hazril bdae....ate alot..then together with R3 squadmate and OC...went down forum starbucks have a drink...quite fun...with them till ard 12...after which i head down to marsilling jetty to meet isk aza n opit...hang out till 3+ before went back home...seems like weekend are going very fast...perhaps im not spending the time the way i wish it would....oh well.....till next week...

my turn

2008-04-27T17:32:00.002+08:00

well....have a harsh training inside...sian....but at least i never give up...and proud of it...my NDP status is still unknown....so my estimate till leaving hta is still on pending...

had a game earlier in the day....won 6-2....i miss a sitter but assist 3 times...my fitness somehow getting worse....much easier to get tired...and ouh...i pass my IPPT...barely though....still....a pass!!!woh!

got myself a new phone....SE W960i....have yet to fully explore the functions...will update soon abt it...

so yeah...for the next 2 weeks..its my turn to be the squad IC...hope i can do a good job and hopefully i dont get FU alot....LOL....

till then....toodles

ps:pls let me leave hta early...cant take it anymore...wakakaka

finally....a cleansheet

2008-04-20T15:36:00.002+08:00

after last week 2-1 win...we win again earlier this afternoon with a 3-0 scoreline...nive to get back to winning ways....hhhmmm....life inside camp is hard...i failed my 2.4 in a trial run...jialat...12:31 min....this week have a trial ippt...main concern would be on pull ups and 2.4 station....if failed...will book out on sat instead of friday....die...must push myself damn hard....

anyway...my squad was chosen to be in the NDP...GOH contigent...but my case is still pending as im in the PCG....3mths inside only...so they going to seek clearance before decide what going to happen to me...half of me wants it...while another half dont...got their pros n cons...well...this week will find out wat the outcome...

so my est week left in HTA will be unknown......sian...

till then....

Im BACK!!!!!

2008-04-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

est 13 weeks left....

I MISS MY MOM
I MISS MY FAMILY
I MISS MY HOME
I MISS MY FRIENDS
I MISS MY COMPUTER
I MISS MY SOCCER

life is not really that bad inside...but then again...the PT (physical training) is damn tough....my tricep can burst any moment now...LOL...3 days straight kena tekan....from the first week...i understand now that nothing matters to u most then your family...i nearly cried when call up my mom at night in the bunk..i nearly cried when waiting for the bus in the interchange.... but i really cried when i finally reach home hugging my mom tightly...i miss her so so SO much....doesnt sound so manly huh???haha....dont care...i just love her...not happy???your problem....LOL...im praying this 3 mths will fly past quickly...so can post out of camp...the only bad things is that...i will miss my bunk mates....they are just superb...we just click since first day....and everyday is laughter...really helps alot to have great bunk mates in a tough regimental camp...

will update soon hopefully ;)

till then...

1

2008-04-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

so finally...the days of freedom is over....haha....won the match on saturday 7-5...well....the opponent was without some of their main players...so the score doesnt say much....

well...this is it...cant believe im going in tomorrow...heard that a few of my friends will joining me too...but on a later date...haha....by the time they saw me...i can be considered their senior???LOL....so yeah...wont be blogging much....except on weekends...till then....byezzzxxx

ps: estimate of 14 weeks till first phrase is over....let the countdown begins...lol

4

2008-04-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

erm...been going out late at night with yazid,ali n fiza....nice..wed went hang out at cozybay..when suddenly i decided to do some magic tricks...manage to pull one stranger to do a trick on...my hand was visibly shaky...haha...very nervous...but it turns out well...but the recording was not good....not lighting of the area is very bad..so the video cant be seen clearly....after that had late night supper at sembawang before head down to fiza's house to watch arsenal drew 1-1 with liverpool...the next day..hang out at town..first meet yazid at taka....before i meet up with ali at OG starbucks....never do anything really...just chill out...tml will have a game at 5pm...heard its the same opponent as last week..lets see if we can perform better than last time....

ps: had a minor accident...luckily it nothing serious...=)

7

2008-04-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

erm...have a great start of the day by april fooling frens...hehe....did nothing much today...was kinda bored really...its really show my lack of friends.....hhhmmmm...need to make more friends that can keep me bz whole week...haha...

was hoping to have a blasting week leading up to the 8th april...oh well...

(i have notice my post is very short everyday...LOL)

8

2008-03-31T20:31:00.004+08:00

I HATE GOING TO THE DENTIST!!!!!

yep...i hate the feeling of saliva staying in my mouth...yucks....

well..at least found out that its not the wisdom tooth...my gum is just swollen...been advise to gargle salt water...if still the same...need to remove it... -.-

do check out and comment on my performance...im mentally prepared to be flamed by netizens on my begginer performance...

hope u guys enjoy it ;)

if anything...do give constructive feedbacks....thank you...

8

2008-03-31T12:08:00.003+08:00

so we lost.....4-2....kinda dissapointing performance...pick up a few knock here and there..

hhhmmm...what type of refrees have FAS produce this days???the standard has drop...i mean they are playing by their own rules...and not the standard rules...hhhmmm...sore loser??perhaps u should be there to witness it....

have this sharp pain feeling at the back of my jaw there...hopefully just a temporary pain...and not because of wisdom tooth...haha....i just hate dentis....

might be going JB later...accompany fadz do his bike...so...till then...

9 days left

2008-03-30T12:35:00.002+08:00

ytd went to buy some stuff at beach rd....still not done yet..but spend alot already...haiz...hhhmmm....blackburn 0-0 reading...that sucks....oh well...intertoto is the best option....

oh well...hopefully it doesnt rain today....so there will be a match....2 weeks since last play....

till then...

countdown

2008-03-28T23:44:00.001+08:00

well....est 1 week left for me to enjoy..

8th april 2008...thats the day...

hhmmm....wish me luck...

exhausted

2008-03-27T16:13:00.001+08:00

im weak...guess my body cant take it anymore.....push myself too hard perhaps....time to retrain..

on the bright side...spore won 2-0...but then.....england lost...zzzzz

The Legend Returns

2008-03-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

im alive.......

tagged

2007-10-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

1. (the person who tagged you is) -> Ridha

2. (your relationship him/her is)-> my woodlands sec mate

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)-> loud, fun, weird(lol), friendly, artistic

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)-> hhhmmm....most memorable ekz??haha..susah nye...eeeerrr..showing her concern when im in self-declare depression??lol...

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)-> small feet...haha

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)-> be damn suprise...lol...

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improved on will be)-> err...no idea

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy,you will)-> do nonthing uh....tkkn bunuh kan...wakaka

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)-> most prob something abt me...haha

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)-> keep in touch though rarely meet....

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)-> colourful personality...

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)-> an average guy with weird interest..(normal weird interest...lol...)

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)-> the ability to hide my sadness.....

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)-> laziness

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)-> zinedin zidane...influential yet humble

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)-> thanx for caring abt me...

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) errr...i dont have 10...small circle of friends ahz...most link never blog alreadys...only got 4 person..
1. dillah -- doubt she link me..
2. mystique -- done this already
3. ridha -- done this already
4. nani
5. rezwan -- no blog
6. yusri -- no blog
7. ahmad -- no blog
8. iskandar -- no longer blog
9. azhar -- no blog
10. fadzali -- no blog

(*sad life aye...LOL*)

(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)- i think no one?

(Is no.9 a male/female)- male

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)- not really...quite different..

(When was the last time u had chat with no.3?)- earlier in the day...msn

(What kind of music does no.8 like?)-> rnb?malay jiwang....?

(Does no.1 has any siblings?)-> yes... a brother

(Will you woo no.3)-> haha..dont think so...clash of personalities..LOL..but..anything can happen...lol

(How about no.7)-> though no gf bfore....IM NOT GAY!

(Is no.4 single?)-> lolx. guys wish! (agree with ridha...lol)

(What's the surname of no.5?)-> -nil-

(What's the hobby of no.4?)-> i believe dancing?

(Do no.5 and 9 get along?)-> yes...should be...team mate seh..haha

(Where is no.2 studying at?)-> ex ITE clementi..but now werking rite?

(Say something casual about no.1)-> cute...haha...espres(sway)

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)-> again..IM NOT GAY!

(Where does no.9 live?)-> marsilling

(What color does no.4 like?)-> think still green?

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)-> haha...believe still friends

(Does no.7 like no.2?)-> have not met...and i dont think no.2 will like it...shes happily ever after already....hee

(How did you get to know no.2)-> ifah cuzzie

(Does no.1 have any pets?)-> hamster i believe?

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)-> alamak...ahmad sexy...haha..dont think he want that title also...lol

updates!

2007-10-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

errr...on monday....accompany dillah to cwp..she wanted to buy presents for her friend ayu and for her mom as well...bought some food for myself...(for break fast ok...not eat on the spot)..and manage to fulfill my promise of doing the expres(sway) action to her...lol...only she understand....have a good laugh on that....

tuesday....help my mom do some cakes for raya...then my mom was so tired to cook for break fast....end up...i cooked us up sweet and sour black prompfet...haha...first timer cook a dish ok...not bad actually....quite easy...haha...and fried some taugeh with koo chye...oooohhhh.....haha....then receive a rare call from farhan...he was suppose to be on ship...somewhere in the sea...but he is having a 2 weeks break...and he ask me to meet up after breaking fast to chill out...end up with aza fadz himself n me at marsilling coffeeshop..he treat us chicken chop...(rich sailor)...haha...then chill out at marsilling jetty till ard 1am...

today.....is my not doing anything day...seriously...lol.....

we lost...lol

2007-10-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

oh well...ytd we lost 1-0....so end our hope of first place...and due to the "official protest" from musteer...we have to rematch with them to determine second place....i still dont understand y with the rematch...but hey..organiser say so...and my team agrees..i cant say much...no excuse for the defeat really...we are just second best at everything...wouldnt say didnt see it coming...

geylang

2007-09-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm....earlier went to geylang with ali fiza opit nab......haha...was not as pack as the last sat i went.....never bought anything actally....plan to buy a songkok....but then to exp...wait for the price to drop lol....

well...gonna have an early night....morning have a big game...top of the table clash....winner will get $500....second place $200....big gap....against chinese teams...so will be hard for us...with fasting and all...but thats no excuse...lets just pray n hope for the best..

GO MARCELES!

nice song

2007-09-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

k i know its an old song...but still..it is very nice...

artist : Joey McIntyre
song : Stay the same

Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly

Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cuz there's nothing 'bout you I would change

I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid
If you got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show the way

Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly

Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
Cuz there's nothing about you I would change

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find Will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through

Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly

Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you'll always stay the same
Cuz there's nothing 'bout you I would change
No, there's nothing 'bout you I would change

bike clear!

2007-09-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

wel...finally pass the bike inspection....went to balestier rd with ali....make my front plate at auntie shop....wat a name...after that went to mah motor...ali want to see his motard...seems like theres another ppl interested to bought the same bike...think its who fastest to give money can 'chop' the bike...lol....the dealer did say $100 is enogh to 'chop' the bike....so...all the best ekz ali...

then after that..head down to VICOM....was charged abt $9 for the retest....at first still cant rear break...cause when press the brake pad...the metal hit the metal the crip my bike....so...equivalent not stepping...do i make sense??lol....lets just say...the brake pad was being pressed...but not properly..the tester help carry the front part of me bike..then press the brake...and finally...it brake....haha...phew....but i got a case there....standard footrest still fail...impossible.....so now have to renew my road tax....and soon insurance...OMG...money again...heard insurance premium shot up.....will soon check it out....argh.....

just know in the morning that school starts a week earlier for YR3 doing P5 students....cause got week 0....wth....lol...so instead of normal 15 oct open school...now it will be on the 8.....so still fasting have to go school...PoWeR....ali was so moody upon hearing that so i ask him to go out and buy pencil box..and he scold me....where got meaning...haha..

well till then.....byezzzxxx....

baby GUPPIES!!!!!

2007-09-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

wakaka....so i got more baby guppies in me tank....weeeeeee....think no need buy too many already liao..lol...save money...

btw...today went in JB with aza n opit....luckily not jammed.....went in to change bike stuff to pass that inspection....hhhmmmm......no more racing footrest....boohoo....think my bike is as good as stock...except a few miscellaneous stuff......argh.....still havent change my plate colour...tml think do then go for reinspection.....haha...lets just hope for the best....still ugly though my bike...still got that crack from last accident...which was very long ago...lol...but still..can transport me...weee....maybe go do it when got money....RM$350....wahseh....haiz...money money money.......

till then....byezzzxxx

raya....moodless so far...

2007-09-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

anyone can help change my mood towards this raya thingy????haha...like lazy want to celebrate sia....think its my last time..nxt yr will be in NS...not so sure if in camp...or out....well..should make the most out of this yr raya.....neways...when to geylang....actually main purpose is my aunt want to buy carpets and go to the market...but i end up with a raya costume..wakaka..like finally...plan to get another one....just in case.....bought a purpulish pink costume...ok la...quite cheap...who cares....haha

errrr...13 days of puasa n counting...

riding

2007-09-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm...went for my bike inspection with ali...failed it..lol..cant renew my rd tax just yet...damn it...haha...my rear break not werking...so...cant say anything....then travel all the way to tampinese...cause ali want to see some motard bike...he intend to buy that...a waste of money to me..better go buy vespa LX15o...ouh well...his bike...his wish...

bought a few more guppies....yeay...but my top tank is far from complete...need to add in more fish....

oh well...lets see....have to make my bike by this week....and settle the bike inspection thingy...if not...no bike...OMG....lol...till then...

weird dream

2007-09-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

well...had a weird dream last night...not going to go through it....but still weird though....weird in gd way...lol

well...blackburn lost again...haiz...overconfident...this is wat u get....man u won...though hate both man u & chelsea...but i just wanted man u to win more...but its was really predictable for the outcome of this game...how can one sack a coach while preparing for a match against one of the title contender...i mean...its clearly shows how unknowledgeable roman is...he should keep his temper first...and wait atleast after this game before taking any action...and leave the new coach an easier task to start into his career...dont care really...blackburn is the main concern...

dont think i have mentioned that my medical checkup letter has arrived...haha..hhhmmm....will soon have to book a date for it...maybe go with a few of me frens....

Stay the same - joey mcintyre...is a very very very nice song....

till then...take care...

day out

2007-09-23T03:47:00.000+08:00

well..had a match in the afternoon...against a veteran team...we played fairly ok..our performance were quite tired...maybe because of fasting...we managed to draw the game 2-2...not bad really....am quite please with my performance....been hacked down a couple of times...LOL...part of the game...its a man game...so physical contact is small issue...

after the match...we went to geylang serai....intend to survey the product we intend to buy...check out the price and all...but there was too much ppl...just the 2nd weekend of puasa...and the place is like raya in 1 week...haha...in the end we just walk aimlessly...saw a few familiar faces...thats wat i like abt the place...its where u can meet old friends whom u lost contact for a long time...

after sending one of my friend home...we then slack at CCK park..till ard 3am...haha...slack n talk (both serious n crap)...tried to settle some issue..may it be settle soon...hhhmmmm...to end...it was a very fun day...been a long time since marceles spend time together for almost the whole day...though not all there...still...its a start...i hope...till then...byezzzz

ps: i really need a raya suit..if not i dont have any at all this yr...lol

football at last

2007-09-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm... a dissapointing performance by blackburn rovers resulted to a 2-0 defeat to Larrisa in UEFA first leg comp....haha..so much talks on going all the way in the tourney...lol...they might just face an early exit from the tourney...haha..lets just hope for the better...at ewood park...its might be a diff story...but still...2-0 is quite hard to overcome...

well...had some football action ytd nite...been a while since last played....match fitness is damn poor...this coming afternoon will have a friendly match to prepare ourself for the top of the table clash next sun...huge different of prize money awarded to the first and second place team...fasting or not...im sure will put in 100% commitment...fasting shall not be a hindrance...it shall be a blessing...

9 days of fasting have passed....how time flies...

toodles

P-PLATE DOWN!!!

2007-09-20T03:08:00.001+08:00

woohoo.....forget to mention earlier...like finally..my car p-plate is down...am back to 24 pts...yeah!!!been a year since pass me car license...but experience still = 0...lol....

oh well...can learn again..but most importantly...no more probation....weeeeeeee...nitez!

rage

2007-09-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

there seems to be a deep strong rage within me...i just feel like doing more sports...maybe its help to bring down my anger...have been poor in my anger management btw...so...think need more sports...but just no friends to do it with.....

hhhmmmm..timetable out....was quite please with it...atleast got taufiq and ali in same class...so im cool...4 weeks till reopen school...and currently...boredom is at its max...lol....

AARRRRGGGGHHH!!

eeeerr....maybe roar better....

RRRROOOOOAAAAAARRRR!!!

wakakaka
lame sh*t

results

2007-09-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

Result for my YR3 1st sems are out

FYP - B
IAP - Pass

GPA - 2.812

well...its the grade im expecting of...so have no much complaints...infact i am grateful for it...put a reasonable amount of effort in my FYP... still abit off course from my GPA 3.0 target...need to score atleast a B+ on all module on my last sems..can make it...but not sure if im hard werking enough to achive it....

well....life have not been smooth sailing lately...im having an internal conflict within myself...my personality is having a clash...perhaps i have done something that im not used to do...argh...lets just hope i can overcome this crossroad of my life soon....while people circle of friends is getting bigger...mine are getting smaller...

L

welcome back

2007-09-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

have decided to use this place again...not sure why...maybe just to let my feeling off...been struggling to cope with myself..sounds impossible...but im going through one of the crossroad in life..to be continued

...

2007-05-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

i will take my one final bow...i believe its over...

tag replies..

ridha: sori uh...pix at me sis ahz..try to get it from her...haha

wat a game...

2007-04-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

and so...been a long time since i last update...hhhmmm...first up...my first presentation of FYP is comming soon...luckily i had finish my presentation material...so now just gonna wait for the presentation...been having unrealistic result this past 2 games....last week scoreline was 9-0 in favour of marceles..and just earlier in the day..the final score was 9-6 in favour of marceles...today performance was way backward compare to last week...am dissapointed..we failed to capitalise the opportunity to extend our goal difference...was 3-0 up in 4 mins..me scoring the first goal...but then..all decide to relax and we were in deep shit rite now..the league may seem to be decide fby goal difference...and we still ahve yet to meet ECP where we could have drop some points...well...lets just hope that we can pull together a good result for the remainder game and just hope for the best....till then...c ya...

PS: happy bdae to aza...10/04...the celebration was fun...BYEZZZXXX

oro??

2007-04-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

so...been doing nonthing this week in FYP...am worried that i cant nswer any Question when my supervisor is back...haha....well...lets see....went to see the dance floor on wednesday...it was cool...played stupid game with yazid,afiq,farid n hafiz...haha...baik...lol..so...went out to town on sat with ac classmate...had tons of fun...been awhile since i last go out with them...watch mr bean...it was hilarious...haha...hhhmmm...still alot of movies to watch...meet the robinson, shrek 3, etc...lets just hope that i got time and money to watch this movies...neway...sunday game was cancelled...claimed that the field is not in the condition to be played on...so...stuck here playing FM07..managing blackburn as usual...so currently 2nd position..not bad considering blackburn is in debt and very much a weak side...haha...well...till then...will update again...outzzz

NINJA TURTLES!!!

2007-03-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

haha....actually plan to watch mr bean actually..but 3 slots sold out...end up watching T.M.N.T...7/10 perhaps my rating for it...to me..the ending is kinda diassapointing..after all the great fighting scene..oh well...had a match just now....won 5-3...let in 3 sloppy goals...all in second half..and im not playing then...so not my fault...hehe...create the first goal...happy with my performance...i think...haha...well...i think thats abt it..till then...buaizzz

tag replies:

to Seri ~ suke kau ekz...wakakaka

to Hamster ~ teh pun teh lah....if got time i go ok?

to Berri ~ hhhmm..kinda noob in this stuff...not too sure how to upload pic/videos in here...haha..planning to go the new one...perhaps i post that one...heee

im back!!!

2007-03-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

finally im back...after so long...been sleeping late this past few days...well...lets just brief through wat happen this past few days...first up...my bro wedding was a success...wish him all the best in his family life....just left for honeymoon...wonder when is my turn...haha....well...meet lots of cuz..old neighbour..and of course my chinese family...had lots of fun that day..Marceles drew with EAGLEZ...a game where both team could won it..now it left the league wide open and 3 teams can win the league...went to sentosa yesterday...watch the musical fountain again..this time got take a few pic n video..haha....a visitor from indonesia is here...n we brought them there to musical fountain..was kinda late...so most other place was close...its kinda a last min thing...haha....well...thats abt it...will update if anything interesting happen aitez...outzzz

soon...

2007-03-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm...everthings to be comming in thick and fast...first up..just got my project assignment..looks hard...but luckily its still week 2...so still got some time...next up...my bro wedding...its on sat...and sun will be on the girl side...hhhhmm...will be having my own room soon...hee...but since my bro has his own responsibility...i have to step up and share the burden i guess...haha....well...doubt be online frequently this few days....tommorow got a religious ceromony...it has been almost 5 yrs since he left me n my family...but the memories will forever be in my heart..no amount of tears can tell how much i miss u....well...after that friday will be busy...preparation for the wedding and stuff...and to make my shedule more congested..i have a top of the table match against EAGLEZ...we drew them last time ard...and this time..the winner will have a good chance to win the league...so its a big match...and im not sure if i can make it that day....haiz...so much things to do this week...well...try my best to online often this few days....taking care...

lost

2007-03-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm...another day of FYP ended...another 50 or so to go...lol...damn my project look hard..just receive it..and seems to understand only a bit of the program...haha...hhhmm...last night xl send me a file...rear mirror....abt someone who look back and think wat he had done so far and such...coincidentaly..today its my turn to think really hard...had a talk with my uncle n my bro...talking about my future...how they encourage me to sign on...not that i dont want to...but im not quite sure if im ready for that kind of life just yet...but yet...i might try cause i dont think i can make it in the workforce as too much competitors.....and my GPA is not that good...a good long talk make me think...wat am i going to do in the future??will i able to find a job? settle down and start a family..with little financial problem...will i be able to support my mom...that the biggest question...my bro is getting married soon...he will have his family to take care of soon...and the responsibility now falls on me...its my turn...could i just go enjoy my youth and leave my resposibility to take care of my mom and sis??or am i going to take that resposibility and pretty much end my youth life...its hard...the answer is obvious..i should take that responsibility...the least i can do after so much they do for me...but am i able to make it up there??perhaps its my destiny..."there will never be a tomorrow if i dont survive today"...a quote i think to myself..but..im not quite sure wat im doing today is enought to survive...

signing off...
a man with a happy face mask...

tag replies:
hey ridha...haha...just a boken poem by me...gd luck on yur FYP too aitez...

just another guy

2007-03-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

all eyes seems to be on you..
or so i thought
for u are just so beautiful tonight...
i lost in my own world
as i adore u from far...
admire u...love u
though there are thousands of ppl in the room
the slight view of u
able to make me smile...
feeling warmth and love..
u are the miss perfect..
but i dont stand a chance..
for im just another guy in the crowd..
a large crowd

haha.....ftw?...lol...ok sat was boring nonthing happen...stuck in the jam going in jb...acc me sis go sent clothes...fast trip.. sun...had a soccer match..won 1-0..played the whole game with just 10 man...taufiq score the only goal...i think i play pretty well..haha....have yet to buy me clothes for my bro wedding..think just wear my old clothes...lol...haiz...abt to start FYP week 2...when will this torture end???

special bday..

2007-03-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm..im quite suprise to have such a memorable bday this yr...usually mine is the low key affair...but somehow..this yr is very much diff....first off...i would like to say a big thank you to my classmate for that wonderful night...and of course the present...will remember it for as long as i live..haha...next..thanx to my marceles gang for acc me tonite...and to all who wishes me...a big thank you for remembering and taking the time to wish me...haha...well its my bdae 9 march...but went celebrate with me class on the 8th as most of them cant make it on the 9th..had lots of fun at pizza hut..eat untill cant eat no more..too much stuff..very touching indeed with all bz with attachment and stuff yet they manage to come together and celebrate my bdae...today after finishing skool at 5.30pm i went straight to sentosa where i watched the musical fountain...went there alone...but marina was werking there...but still i sit through out the show alone...just have to go...the place will soon be demolish as new one will be built...lots of precious memory there...and i just have to go...even if it is alone...quite emotional there...but have to control myself....as i look ard...i notice ppl were with family,partners,friends....im very happy that they are having such a nice time...as i look ard...flashback keep playing in my mind...and i couldnt help it..but a few tears drop from me eyes...like i always say...im living in regrets...hhhmmm....i think gonna write a broken poem again...haha...well...c ya next time...byezzzxxx

tag replys:

dee - haha..emotional??yeah at times i am...cant help it..

ajid - haha..thanx...kahwin??susah tu..mane ler org nk aku..wakaka

seri - thanx ekz for the wish...ingat jugak kau...haha

nani - hee...thanx alot...my wish quite heavy le..hard to come true...wakaka

yus - tue tu maksud nye kau kene salam aku...hormat sikit pat aku nihz..haha

YOU

2007-03-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

There i am
Bravering against the blizzard storm..
alone, barefooted with minimal clothes on
tiredness sets in
as death awaits me..
death..right there infront of me.
but as i glance to the side
saw u there on top of a white horse
with a man hugging u tightly
giving u warm
and u were in paradise even in this strom
and that is when i see it...
your smile..
ever so gentle yet powerful
powerful enough to give me the inner strength
an inner strength that long had lost
an inner strentgh pushing me to complete my journey
and now..
death seem to be far away from my sight
theres hope..
and i wonder...
what if...
i am that man....

a broken english poem..
by..
yours truly..
Legendary Hero

emotional...

2007-03-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

well...today the first day of FYP...class okok lah...its more of individual project...so im left alone...its tough..new concept...VHDL...no idea wat it is...and i have to learn it on my own...damn it....this gg to be one tough semester...daily routine of 8.30am to 6pm...sucks....haiz...life have to go on...hhhmmm...planning to go sentosa this friday with my classmate...dunno they want to go onot...want to see it one last time bfore demolish and built the new one...nice memories there...haiz..alot of place with nice memories is goin to be torn down...first is the kallang stadium..not sure y its has to be torn down..lots of memories..be it good or bad there..now the musical fountain...haiz...well...we dont have much land...and need to keep up the pace of the world...just wish i can enjoy that musical fountain one last time....for old time sake...

seems to be getting emotional this past few days....life is cruel arent it...u just dont seem to appreciate something while its there..until at one point it is there no more...no amount of money can bring back wat is so important to me...living wif regret rite now..regretting not cherishing every moment i had but now the oportunity is gone...regrets...thats all im left...

YEAH!

2007-03-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

today...everything pretty much went my way...first up..ISFL league...marceles won 5-3...but its a very hard fought match...the scroreline was 3-3 when i manage to score a goal...to give us the lead..was very happy as its has been sometime since i last score for marceles....finally break the goal drought..then...me wan fadz n isk went to esplanade to watch the firewerks...last abt 10 mins or so...but still...quite nice...then went home watch blackburn vs bolton...blackburn won 2-1...they are now within reach of a automatic qualification to europe...weeee!!!!well...FYP starts tomorrow...damn it..not to sure how my class will be..hope its a fun class...but not to worried...only for 3 mths..before im alone for my attachment...to all my fren doin their attachment..all the best aitez...if u need someone to talk to...come to me...i try my best to cheer u guys up with my lame joke...haha..till then...toodles!

HAIRCUT!

2007-03-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

hhhmmm...had one hell of a day today...lets start from 12 am...first me n my fren chill out at teh tarik then to vista park...only to see some guys playing soccer there....yep in the middle of the night...and we decide to join them...played for abt 2 hrs before gg home..decide to take the stairs instead of the lift to avoid that house...lol...then in the afternoon accompany yazid to buy his bike,..ali was there too...he choose SP...was shocked to hear the insurance went up to 600 bucks...wow...wtf...mine cost 300 last time..and now 600??damn it...then we head to town...where i get a haircut...weee.....short hair...not too sure how it looks....but in 2 weeks time..is my bro wedding...and maybe by then grew a bit long...haha....well...man u won again...luckily...to keep a big gap with chelsea...haiz...didnt care much...only concern of blackburn...but i just wish chelsea dont win this time ard...and it just so happen man u was on top...well...gtg...c ya soon...ciaoz...

THANX ALL!

2007-03-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

finally its over...the exam period is now over!...but the mkost irritating thing is that....monday had to start school back....no break as starting my FYP already....to all..gd luck on yur FYP n attachment aitez...take care...firstly...Blackburn won!!! 1-0 against arsenal...am so happy...a realistic chance of silverware n automatic entry to europe....

this entry is a bit special...i would like to say thanx to all my frens in NYP..now its gonna be more difficult for us to meet always as we went our seperate specialization...especially to my class...class-AC...thanx alot for being there for me for this past 2 years...im sorry if i ever offend anybody...be it with intention or unintentionally...by nature..im more of a joker...then to hurt anyone feelings....and thanx for teaching me stuff i dont know...especially when exams is ard the corner...cant have a better class than this...really do hope that we keep in touch with each other...and perhaps can meet up once a while...it will be hard..as everyone is bz with own stuff...but atleast try...so to everyone...especially my class n my closent friend...GD LUCK in yur future doings..i may just be a guy in the corner...but i do hope u guys remember me 10 yrs down the road..like me remembering u guys....

Peace...out...

WoW!!!!

2007-02-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

Industrial Motor was kinda easy...at least i can do the paper....but im very worried for my DNC paper tomorrow....i know some stuff...but not sure if it is any use for tomorrow's paper.....argh...been stuying the whole day...not whole day actually...left halfway to acc my cuz buy stuff...neways...just hear a new wondeful..absoutely brilliant story...turns out most of my family members knows abt it..but never mention anything to me...stories has it that one of the house on my level(which i have to pass through) is so called haunted...when i reach home earlier on...my sis as me " u got feel anything walking there onot?"...i was like...no...y??and she say..she feel some presence...and my bro feel it too...argh...now i know...dunno how i would react when i go pass through it...haiz....ouh well...tomorrows paper is my biggest worry...wish me luck aitez...haha...blackburn against arsenal later today...cant watch it..must prepare for tomorrow's paper...lets hope they can progress through...well...till thenz....do tag....haha...mine seem much quiet compare to others...another flop on the way???LOL...

SLP!!!

2007-02-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

hhhmm...been sleeping the whole day...wat a way to recharge my batteries...eventhough tomorrow exam and i have not completely study the module..i can sleep without any worries....cool...thats my life....happy go lucky..haha...congrat to my fren Yazid upon passing his 2B...watch out spore road user...another rempit is on the road...wakaka....have fun riding aitez...but pls...safety first....nonthing much to write really...so just gonna end here...gd luck to all having paper tml yah....c ya!

shagged

2007-02-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

well....it has been a mix emotions for blackburn rovers as they were out of the UEFA cup after losing on agg 3-2 to bayern leverkusen...a 0-0 scoreline at ewood park is not ggod enough...but tonite..they just show a fantastic performance to brush aside porthmouth 3-0 at ewood park...congrats to chelsea upon lifting the carling cup..but im very much impress with arsenal youngster...they fight a long battle with top team...only to lose in the final..which is a great achievement..hhhmm...been tired this few days...maybe because always sleep late and waking up early...there is a study group at suntect tomorrow....got the feeling im gonna pass it...as i wish to have enough sleep this time ard...but yet...i need to study as i cant afford to repeat any module...argh!!!when is this exam going to be over???not that there is a long break awaits me....need to start my FYP on the following...hhmmm....till then guys...enjoy!

100th post

2007-02-23T10:01:00.000+08:00

finally reach that 100th post..haha...hhhhmmm...last nigh had a great time with my marceles gang..celebrate fadz,boi n taufiq bdae together....HAPPY BDAY GANG!...boi is on the 11...fadz is on the 22...and taufiq on the 24...had dinner at sempang bedok..then proceed to changi beach to chill out...left there ard 12 mn...some go home but some proceed to limbang park where we chilled out till 2 pm...hmmm...maths paper just pass....it was tough...unable to do some Q...happy to get a 'D' for this one....now must concentrate on other paper..DNC is my next weakest subj...damn....will be heading school soon to study...feeling the tiredness within my body already...well...till then...byezzzxxx

RED ALERT!!!!

2007-02-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

been studying whole day with ali,yazid,yy,nic n gary.....hhhhmmm...not quite sure if i learn anything though...haha....exams start thursday..tomorrow will gung ho again at school...this time for real...hhhmmm...once again i make a stupid fall...thought i had put down my side stand only to realise its not properly put down...in the end the bike on top of me...with my left leg stuck between the bike and the curb....in that position my leg hurt like hell and i cant move as it cause more pain..untill one kind man who stop from his bike and help me up....thanx to all who just watch me sit there in pain...haha....my fault...so cant blame anyone much..lol....keep getting ymself into accident lately....not much of a safety rider am i???haiz..lets just hope this is the last...well...till then...buaizzz...

ps: this is my 99th post...after several years...only 99th post ekz...wakakakaka

MOS

2007-02-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

last night clubbing was fun...got free tix from shah's friend....reach there ard 10.15 and finally able to get in before 11...if not had to pay fir the tix...it was alright considering my first time there...had lots of fun untill towards the end actually...the dance floor is jammed pack...hardly and space to even move your body....well..maybe because of the free tix...haiz..dance for only 3 hr tired...no stamina..haha...get out from there at 2...as my fren who is driving have to go off...exams in 2 days time...abt to go off and study my maths...damn laplace...no idea wat it is a ll abt....to all...GD LUCK with yur exam aitez...CHiaoZ

dissapointed

2007-02-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

yep..thats how i felt after watching blackburn rovers performance earlier on... they drew 0-0 with arsenal at emirates stadium but it was no joy to watch it as most of blackburn players decide to play the game..maybe they are tired from the uefa cup clash but oh well...waiting for the return at ewood park...kudos to brad friedle which last min double save keep the tie alive...really hope blackburn could go through as this is their best chance of silverware and most important of all...a place in europe competiton...well...before i end my post..will like to have a shout out to all my chinese friends and to everyone reading this...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..GONG XI FA CAI..may the next year bring u prosperity and much3 happiness...have a nice holiday!!!

The Return of the Legendary Hero

2007-02-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

finally....after so long...i have decide to recontinue my blog...hhhmmm...maybe too much stress and i need a space to relieve it...well...wouldnt update much...wonder if this going to be a flop like last time..haha...well...exam is coming...and im more concern of continuing my blog...lol...neways...to my past visitor..im sure u notice i change my blogskin to my first ever blogskin...bring back much memories....well...gonna stop here for the moment...trying to get back the tag board...so stay tune yah....taking care

lalalalala

2005-11-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

so yeah..skool start and bla3....my lecturer were way diff from my last sem lecturer...very strict..so got to buck up....hhhmmm....gonna be bz this few days.....timetable sux...only good thing is that i have no skool on friday...again....well...so..blackburn record a fine 4-1 win against charlton at home and i sense we will not be any relegation fight this season..i hope...and yes...man u won!!!for the first time i celebrate for man u win cause they defeated chelsea...once man u fans were the most arrogant and ppl hate them...but now under jose mourinho...i find chelsea's fans to be more arrogant..so i guess thats why every body hate them....chelsea fans and manager should learn not to only criticise...but to praise other teams effort...oh well...doesnt concern blackburn...well..thats abt it....byezzzxxx

should i continue?

2005-11-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

maybe i should....but who knows for how long.....well...nonthing much to write...so gonna make it shor and sweet...

Selamat Hari Raye, MaAf ZaHiR dAn BaTiN
salah silap harapo dimaafkan
makan minum harap dihalalkan

to those non-malay..i would also like to ask for forgiveness if i had done any wrong toward you..either purposely or not purposely...if my jokes accidentally hurt yur feeling im really sori...and i dont think i did it on purpose...

well...once again...Selamat Hari Raye to all....

joy for blackburn!!!

2005-09-25T07:46:00.000+08:00

to think 2 weeks was gone..and pratically nonthing happens at all....apart from a few soccer session(at court i mind you)there's nonthing to talk abt my life....wow..i didnt think it would happen..but i just did.....5 to 6 weeks without a game on the field...im suprise i didnt go crazy...im swriously lacking of match practice....its hard for me to play soccer for 1+ hours without any cramps....oh well....

last week....blackburn didnt have a great week at all...3-0 lost to the hand of newcastle at home was embarassing...but a 3-1 win against huddersfield in the league cup and a famous 2-1 win agaist man utd at OLD TRAFFORD!! this week...i guess it's been great week for blackburn...watch the man u game with wan,isk and fadzali...all man u supporters....haha...have a fun time celebrating all blackburn goals...haha...

till then...byezzz

happy bdae miza

2005-09-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

hhhm...exactly 1 week i last updated...nonthing much happen really...miza's bdae party is the best that happen this week....had it at sentosa, pahlawan beach...cool place...it was also a suprise bade party fer diana whose bdae falls the next day after miza's....just finished watching bolton-blackburn game which ended with a 0-0 scoreline...fair result....but this week is a frustrating week for me...my mom got mad with me and there's no marceles game this weekend..and since my exam is this week...this mean i gonna go 4 weeks without soccer(on pitch)...with my form drop to its lowest point ever...i really need those game...recently i realised that im not a very good person..as in as a friend/lil brother/older brother and most importantly..as a son...not in the best of mood lately..too much distraction and too less concentration....i need to get my best form back ASAP....but there will be no game for me to improve on...just suxs....till then..byezzz

update!

2005-09-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i last updated...been bz lately..so i'll just summarise all inton point form...

. ifah suprise bdae party is cool
. the game we played at labador park is fun
. i injured my toe
. i miss my first marceles match on 03 sept
. also miss the RC comp
. i've pass my tp test..yeah!
. im riding NSR
. teacher's day is sweet
. 'reunion' at sembawang park is 'gerek'
. riding in the rain sucks
. pass 2/3 for my common test
. wan's chalet is super fun

well..thats abt it i think...erm..well...thats it...update again soon....byezzz

WWWWEEEEEE!!!

2005-08-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

yeah..i made my first dedication..and it went to all marceles players..haha...i think my message sound awful...oh well...well...today school just sux...was not prepare for test...i manage to pass one of them...but the other one is still unknown...haiz....sian...failed my test, projects(3 of them!)have yet to do...and 2 of them due this week!!!!damn...haiz...got time to change the blogskin but no time to do the projects???later going to watch the maid at orchard i think...midnight movie!!!!fun!!!till then...outzzz

exhausted

2005-08-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Friday~
went to school watch bandzout...fad's band is in the final...aza,wan,isk n ifah were there too...after all the finalist performed..we all went eat at mac..before headed home...then at night ard 11...we all went 'hooray2' in fadzali dad's car....fad and aza just pass...so they bring us ard singapore....first we go through old kranji way...then went in the chinese cemetry at lim chu kang...was quite dissapointed cause there were alot of ppl there due to the chinese ghost festival i think....hhhmm...then we all went to labador park then to changi...through out the journey..i never sleep...reach home ard 5+...then sleep.......

Saturday~
...wake up at 8!!!went to yishun to play soccer....but as i just reach yishun....farhan called say game cancel....touching jek...ended up playing soccer at wdl...i clearly mentioned play at the field..but somehow..they all thought play stree soccer.... cool...reach home, bath then go to my cuz house....help out for the preparation of the wedding which is going to be on sunday...have to carry this, wash that, cut this and blah blah blah....but managed to 'cabot' and sleep at 12+am...

Sunday~
...wake up at 9....go to the wedding venue...first help out in packaging the rice....then all the way with the washing of the dishes...now my back hurts.....at the end of the day...still have to pack things and carry home....cool...yet...my body is still the same...no muscles...just fats....darn...i hate hard work but no reward...and now sitting here...waiting for the arsenal-chelsea game to resume....hope arsenal win but chelsea is leading 1-0...till then....outzzz

wtf???

2005-08-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

today is a boring day fer me...so im going to express my view on the recent news abt singapore u-18 boys being charged for having sex with an under-aged girl...what did i think abt this???sickening....we are lucky that singapore's soccer is not very popular..cause if not..imagine this..world headlines..'singapore u-18 have sex with an under-aged girl'...damn..such a disgarce...they suppose to be a role model...but as usual...they are too good that the are untouchables..if there is any way this guys were to play for singapore again...i will certainly against it...this is not abt giving second chance...ppl give second chance because of their mistake..not because of their stupidity...if really they are so horny that they just have to do it???y cant they do it on legal age girl???y an under-aged???damn..at least do it on someone that has fully matured lah...better rite??more shiok..damn it...this is just sickening...

[super!]

2005-08-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

yep gang....thats the magic word....

camp was [super!] fun!!!
test was [super!] tough!!!
my life [super!] sux!!
and.....
steven gerrard is [super!] amazing!!!

weeeeeee!!!!!

BYEBYE!!!!!dont miss me kz...i'll be back...

2005-07-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

k gang...today im off to camp...so wont be online till sunday....now2...dont cry...i'll back....muahahaha.....k i know lame...like go off fer 2 years like that..so yeah..im going to orientation camp....anything just msg me...kz?..so outzzzz!!!!!!

i burnt my tongue!!!!

2005-07-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

yeah...accompany taufiq go buy rock shoes..then go school rock climb...so wat thing climb down is much harder compare to climb up???neway after that chill with them...was force to drag down a whole glass of hot teh-katai...damn it..got some kind of race...the result??i burnt my tongue...weeeee!!!!at least im not last...must do one forfeit which luckily wasnt me...then all head to bishan..abt 11 of us chill at cofeebean.....haha...super fun ah...laughing all the way....reach home ard 12.20am...well...thats abt it..till then..outzzz

weee!!!!i made a video clip!!wakakaka

2005-07-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

yep..a short clip of me doing amateur skills....wakakaka...quite lame ah...just do it for fun...wanna see it??ask me lah at msn...haha...must see!!!support local talent!!!wakkaka....neway..played soccer today...not so many ppl...so played for a short while only....but it feels great!!muahahaha...hhhhmm...the post is short issint it??so.....

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hijklmnop
qrstuv
wxyz

there...should be long enough...wakakaka..till then...byezzzxxx

(a special thanx to rezwan for being patience with me recording the video...cause i lost count how many retakes i took...wakakaka)

Wake Me Up When September Ends

2005-07-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

stevie g!!!

2005-07-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

i dont think anyone can doubt stevie g anymore after a brilliant display by him...to score twice in 51 seconds for a midfielder is something to be proud of....clearly liverpool will be lost without the inspiration captain....and thats my target....i want to be the sorce of inspiration where ppl have confidence whenever im playing...will i be able to achieve that???its a very long way to go..but i will do anything to reach that standard...i want my presence to instill fear to opponents and build confidence in the team..till i reach that standard...i dont see my self as a good soccer player..right now im just a amature....like iskandar say...go marceles!!and i believe playing beside this great players can help me with my goals....today..rock climbing was fun..got physical training..but somehow its fun...wakakaka....well...thats abt it..outzzz

i guess i shoud have known better

2005-07-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

weeeee!!!!!i failed my TP again....such a FAILURE...but got improvement...this time no immediate failure....wakakaka...wah piang eh...so suay one...tag no 91??how come like extra like that...usually untill 90...then..all went smoothly untill my turn abt to arrive..just as it was abt my turn to take the bike...its start raining...so swee sia...dont care already ah..can consider myself as a veteran there...wakakaka....neway...after that go cut hair...suppose to look better rite???but somehow..i look worse...i think...wakakakaka....actually my mom say like never cut hair..so no diff....ard 4+ meet aza at penin...want to buy rock shoes...but ended up wait for taufiq..to my suprise..wan,hafiz,fredo,rahman,nabilah n one senior were together with him....fredo force me to wear size 6...which i spent abt 15 mins trying to fit in..but still cannot...last take 6 1/2...cause 60 bucks....at least now i got my own shoes...should be easier to climb i guess...while buying shoes...ifah meet me n aza..which they hang out with adc memberz...after buying all stuff..me,aza,ifah,opit n nabillah walk all the way to raffles mrt station cause i dont know y...go ask aza to find out...well....thats abt it....tillthenbyezzzxxx

sweet revenge..

2005-07-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

finally..the guilty feeling is finally over...we won 7-2 yesterday and it feels great...rarelt before a game i was so nervous...it was the same feeling when i took my o-level result..and i hate those feeling...im afraid that i will miss this opportunity to make ammends after what i did the last time againt this very same team..but luckily for me..things went my way...the scoreline doesnt reflects much abt me..i played OK...theres still PLENTY of room for improvements...it will be much better if i had scored one...but im more than satisfied for the win...after the game...almost all of us(ard 12??)went to esplanade for the baybeats...and the best part is...we travelled all the way from YISS to esplanade just to stay there for 15 mins!!!cool huh??thats wat i like abt marceles...wakakaka...must d0 it more often..worth every cents of the transportation fee...eventhough i was there for only 15 mins...i still managed to meet quite a number of my friends...which is great...thats abt it..outzzz

Team for the day

at esplanade

vengence day has arrive...

2005-07-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

once...a team, marceles, was doing fine..untill....3 mistake done by a same person had cause them to lose the game...and that person is me....carrying the guilt of disrupting the team winning streak...finally..i had a chance to make ammends....tension will be high....nad all the pressure is on me...i cant afford to make any mistake...i have to be at my best and nonthing less of it...can i make it??can i be the inspirational figure???or just the cause of failure???tomorrow..fate will decide it..if victory is mine..my morale will be at super high level..but if i were to cause the team lose again..im down and probably out....vengence day..i'll do my very best..infact its a must...this past few days i had been worried abt this game...ppl all were worrying abt common test...but here i am, worrying abt a stupid game...

i need inspiration n motivation....will U be it???

ooouuuuuutttttzzzzzzzz

the big game is coming

2005-07-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

yeah..steven gerrard scored a hat-trick yesterday...or should i say i scored????wakakakaka..nonthing much happen at school...alot to catch up as common test is comming nearer...and it seems that all the paper are difficult if wat my lecturer said is true....one even say that it is the most difficult common test paper she ever seen...cool huh??haiz...stress...haha....the big game is on saturday....remember the team marceles lost to due to my mistake????yep...we gonna have a rematch...i will do my very best and perform to make up for my mistake..haiz...certainly pressure is on me...not from my team mates...but from myself...

"would YOU be there and be my source of inspiration/determination???"

outzzz

erm...

2005-07-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

sori guys...i have deleted 'today' (just now) post...im not even sure if u had read my post...reason i delete it is because i think its too emo...i have to look at the bright side of life instead of moaning and complaining here..oh well...things happen for a reason..learn 2 new tricks today...one a total fluke...the other one still practicising...wakaka..to make the story short...one incident had overshadowed the fun time i had today...well thats abt it..till then...byezzzxxx

im no mat style....

2005-07-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

today...i did a miracle....i never sleep troughout maths lecture.....hhhhhmmm....???oh well...have to be serious now...common test is coming...tomorrow no lesson for me!!!!happy yet worried....happy cause no school lah....but worried cause got 2 hrs lecture on EC...something i weak at...ah wth..dont care...tomorrow got the step up NYP...so i become the refree huh???actually im confuse...first they say its not abt winning or losing...its abt trying the sports...but then when i take up the refree job...suddenly i have a lot of responsibilities...i had been warned to make sure i make the right decision....and theres should be no fight or complain...damn im dead...wakakaka....i had approximately 7 hours to study all the rules and wat refrees should do....hhhmm...nvm...call fadz and ask all abt it...wakaka...hope i didnt make any mistake tomorrow...lets all just have fun...since im not good enough to play for school team...i did the next best thing...become refree...wakakaka....at least got to 'feel' the pitch....wakakaka....tillthenbyezzzxxxoutzzz

such a waste of time...

2005-07-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

played pool with yus,ahmad,fairoz n wan...haiz...long time never see ahmad...didnt change a bit...which is a good thing....then eat mac....suppose to lepak with azhar and fad at 5 but we finish eating ard 3...so i n wan go to azhar house first..play game...managed to get a quick nap..haha..boring gile...they play 15 mins per game...and i was like all alone waiting for my turn..in the end never lepak cause raining...ard 7+ go home..wan help me do my semestral project...which later aza come n help....make the thing for 2 hours...thought can happy2 already...but the thing never work....fun sia...do for 2 hours...then cannot werk...haiz...die lor...then went to al-amin eat murtabak...then go home....tomorrow can go in late...first class cancel...yeah!!!wakakaka...outzzz

WWWwwwwweeeEEEEEE!!!!!!

2005-07-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

yeah...im very happy today....firstly...after a month of not playing together as ateam...we gel quiet well...won the match 5-0...as promise..i display a steven gerrard performance(haha..thick skin)..playing alone in midfield???get this...we played 4-5-1 but ended up playing 4-1-5......cool huh???didnt scored though...but played well....control the midfield.....i think....hhhhmmm...secondly...i have fulfill my fan raydong request...kinda....he wanted me to break my knee..which i fail to do so....so i did the next best thing....i go injured my knee...now cannot bend liao....fun sia....got it after a hard collision with the opponent...haiz...so happy now ray???now i know i got fan club sia....wakakakaka....after that walk from tanjong katong to payar lebar...fun sia...all say near....but walk for 15 mins...just to eat at cofee shop????ok lah..had a lot of fun....all the marceles crapness...haha...i want to play soccer again!!!!outzzzzzz

click this link for today pix!!!but some has nonthing to do with soccer...enjoy!
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madNESS!!!!!!

2005-07-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

damn...im frustrated at my injury....for so long marceles had not a match..and i didnt get any injuries...just when there's game...i freakingly injured myself....fun huh???tomorrow the match and now im nursing my injured thigh....got it inbetween rock climbing session...and the freaking thing is that, i didnt climb at all today...except for bouldering.....wth???luckily its just a minor injury...just a few training on techniques,and im injured...when last time i climb to the top..there's no injuries...argh...madness!!!!frustrated!!!!its just my life.....have to accept it wether i like it or not...ubt no matter wat...the show has to go on...im going to force myself to play tomorrow if im still injured....argh!!!

the time has come...

2005-07-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

today was suppose to be very busy day for me...but due to my carelessness....i have a relatively free day.....not only class ended early...i totally missread the calendar...my road revision was suppose to be last thursday..but i thought it is today....sux...wasted 30 bucks...i think i gonna fail again..wakakakaka..hell yeah!!!oh well..chill out with some of marceles players...got to ride on fadz bike...cb...all the way from nyp to wdl i like one kkj behind..the way he handle the bike is scary yet exciting.....super fun...haha...no matter how sux his riding are....he's still 1000 time better than me...caues he pass, and i fail...haha...i want to ride again!!!wakakaka.....well..received 2 good news...one bellamy is going through medical to join blackburn rovers...second signing liao...MORE!MORE!MORE!!!!....and the second, marceles will be having a game on saturday..heard it's a very good team...thats great...i have the desire to perform like i once did...i miss those old days...saturday is the day i'll establish myself as the next steven gerrard...laugh all u want...but i have full confidence in myself and i believe i can do it....outZZZZZZ

wwwwweeeeeee!!!!

2005-07-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

today was quite ok ah....after school got this gathering with my lecturemates...got makan2 and lucky draw....took this opportunity to eat as much as i can....i think my class table is the most messy....haha....all greedy take like no more food like that...wakakakafun...then go rock climbing....still cant do bouldering....haha...im such a weak person...wakakaka....in the middle of the session got kinda of physical training led by hafiz/komeng....run 1 round the stadium then do 20 pull up and 20 situps....haha...the pull up like not i do sia...the ppl behind me help....darn...so weak cannot pull myself up...haha...thas abt it...tomorrow bz day...school long hour then got some business to attend to at night.....damn.....till then...byezzzxxx

i meet david beckham???

2005-07-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

well...yeah...he came to my school as guest-of-honour for NYAA....cool huh???but he didnt do much...he left as quickly as he comes...sux...never bring any cam..so no pix...but my friend got em..so gonna ask it from them...haiz....y send david beckham sia???they should send steven gerrard....compare to gerrard, beckham has yet to 'lead' his team to any glory....and i believe gerrard is as popular as beckham...maybe not...oh well...a new experience for me again...first time to meet a highly-rated footballer....haha....had a fun time with the adc ppl....i started to get comfortable with the other freshies...haha...after that planning to play soccer but no ppl....lesson learnt...when inviting ray to play soccer...ask him to leave his house at least 2 hours earlier....but that's still no gurantee that he will come early...thanx ray...then go civic to chill out...meet some of marceles members adn their girlfends?????wakakaka....asal boleh shoot...oh well..thas abt it....byezzzxxx...

i feel good....

2005-07-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

today is not such a bad day....finish school early...suppose to ends at 6 but we finish at 4....wakakaka...happy...then go home nonthing to do...want to go ray house to play VS but something there's a change of plan...we go to play soccer instead...ray purposely call his bro to come back home so i cannot play game...thanx ah dong!!!neways...it was not a bad idea after all...eventhough played for a short while...i enjoyed it....long time never play bare footed..now got blister on my right foot...haha...yet..i still want to play tomorrow!!!dunno if got time...but i will try...well...thats abt it for today...till then..byezzzxxx

i feel so alive!!!!!not....

2005-07-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

today..once again i fail to get myself the shoes....this time no size...haha...then to make thing worse...kena phunk by the sales girl...first she say that the cost is 70 bucks...after finding the right size all, suddenly she say its 90 bucks....wth????haha....so getting the shoes is being put on hold for the moment...maybe wait for taufiq buy together....dunno ah...haha...then night went to wan house cause got kenduri....hhhmmm...been a long time since i wear my baju kurung...last time raye haji i think....or maybe hari raye....haha....dunno ah..forget...wakakaka...come late...but at least i come....haha...buat sebok jek kat sane...go there to finish the food only...free food...wakakaka...well thats abt it...till then...byezzzxxx

we lost!!!!!

2005-07-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

the we is not marceles....its farhan's uncle team....first half we drew 1-1 and the team was solid...but cause there are other players...they rotate the formation and we completely lost it...was quiet surprise that they never change me...cause like usual..i sux...wakakaka...now, all marceles player that played today should understand y i wanted games so much....not only i sux, im not even fit enough to play the whole game....somewhere in the end i had leg cramps...damn...haiz...must play more soccer!!!!!at this time that i realise wat ppl say is true, that people repay kindness with kindness....sumthing like that ah...twice i help the opponent players when they had leg cramp and when i had one, they carry me out the field,provide oilment and give me drinks....i really appreciate their help...the standard between we teenagers and those veterans are wide apart....playing with veterans, u cant hold the ball much if not u will be at the ground...i learn that twice...and its a very painfull experience....haha....oh well.....then i and isk when to capitol searching for RC shoes...adn when we reach there, the shop is closed...damn...and its only 8.24 pm....late for 24 mins....haha...then i force isk to buy something so that the trip will not be so unmeaningful...haha...crap...now not sure if im going rock climb tomorrow....cause i dont have the shoes!!!!haha....well..tomorrow then i decide....till then...byezzzxxx

yeah??????

2005-07-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

so i finally manage to reach the top this time...twice..but somehow im not happy....y sia???haiz...only reach halfway for the centre wall(difficult one)haiz...still no news from marceles abt this weekend game....have a great feeling that there's no game this week......F!!so much for hoping...damn...but tomorrow got a match for one of my friend's uncle team...but they all damn good...feel like one cb playing wif them....haha....well thats abt it...still cant figure out y im not happy....maybe.....

i want to play soccer!!!!!!

2005-06-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

yes!!i want to play soccer everyday!!!!!!futsal,court or field i dont care as long i play soccer...damn...been along time since i played...so much for saying soccer is my life...im better off dead now...i have found out that to improve u have to play everyday...so im praying damn hard for marceles to have a match this weekends...haiz....its true that when ppls say school is our second home....from 8-9 i was at school on wednesday...fun huh??....haha...well...actually it's fun...had water polo with the rock climberz....first time play water polo....23BG rocks!!!or was it BG23???haha...thas is my team name...won 2 out of 2...and im the keeper????weird...neway..i just found out that i took a diff module than the rest of my classmate eventhough im in the same lecture with them....they all take maths lesson, i go take sleeping lesson....haiz..sian..test is comming yet i sleep....sux...i dunno y...the other teacher all talk i can at least listen...but when my maths teacher start talking...i fall asleep...haha...as if those formula is a sleepins spell to me...haha..ok im talking crap....*trying very hard to push that switch to studying mode*...crap..well...thats abt it...i think i stop here for now....till then...c ya...

im fading......FADE TO BLACK!!!!wakakakaka

2005-06-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

what happen???i seem to be fading away in my soccer world....no..not that i lost interest in it...its just im playing very differently compare to my sec school year....y am i fading away???i used to instill some fears to the defence but now..im just nonthing but a nuisance...the thoughts is scarying...but thats just me...i just sucks...pressure has started to catch up on me....im just wasting my time in school learning nonthing...maths suddenly become a foreign language to me nad im trying my best to understand it....assignment has started flowing in....without me realizing it...how could i not???i was bz day dreaming/talking/sleeping in class....time to buck up....there's a lil tension building up between me n the marceles team.....something happen on saturday...maybe i over react it but it not my f-ing fault...now it seems that if u did something right, u will get F by someone who did wrong...cool huh...well...not gonna elaborate that...im trying to forget abt it and concentrating to improve myself instead of criticising others...y's my life just sucks???i just got this feeling that im not been appreaciated or respected by a few bunch of ppl....am i that bad being a friend???or am i that sucks????
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if u dont understand what i type out above...not to worry....cause i dont even know what the F im talking abt....haha...life seems to be in a mess now...but there are some brighter side of it lately....haha....oh well...now i just realise that this few months after epl season has ended...i have not wrote down anything abt my beloved blackburn rovers....ewood park seems quiet on the transfer market on the moment n i hope that will change soon...looking at their performance last season..they jolly well better know that they need new n better signings!!n i trust mark hughes to bring some sucess to ewood park....friday had a class outing at sentosa followed by a rock climbing sessin at school...had a great time eventhough im so tired...on saturday had a chalet at changi...suppose to be fun but something happens...and i dont want to bring up the past....suppose to have a game on sunday...but due to one reason and another....the game was cancelled.....ended up playing at the court....and i get whack for abt 10 times in 3 games...once while sitting outside...see never play also kena whacked...n my team did fabulous...3 attacker, non help me in defence....i thought more attacker can score goals????then how come they fail sia??somemore can watch me kena whacked again n again....wakakaka....well...i guess this is long enough after a long time of not updating...till then....cya

sori for not posting for such a long time

2005-06-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

ok...things have not going my way this past few days.....so here are some of the events that worth mentioning..

License~
once again i fail my tp....this time my right leg touch the ground during u-turning...but got 30 pts neway..still fail...haiz....

School~
have not been doing really well in academic matters.....hope to wake up soon....neway...joined rock-climbing n adventure club....had a hell lot of fun....a new experience for me...have yet to reach the top...but im sure i will someday.....

finally:
Soccer~
had a futsal competition and lost in the quarter finals to the eventual champions....consider as a underdogs in the tournament..we did quite well...marceles a got the 3rd place...congrats to them...believe it onot...im the gk for the 'finals'...haha....been a long time since im a gk....let in silly goals...yet manage to have some good saves....had a fun day...we know we'll not go far...but still dissapoited as we lost in a very cruel way the game can offer....-toss coin-....sucks...after drew on normal time and penaties...it has to be decide on toss coin...which we lost....oh well...thats soccer....been a long time since had match on a soccer field...hope it will be soon.,.

well...till then....byezzzxxx

wwwwwooooiiittt....

2005-06-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

sorry guys....havent managed to update frequently....thie is due to the fact i rarely got to use the comp this few days....my whole family is out on holiday from mon-wed...(of all time to go holiday...the went when im schooling...y i have after o-level holiday sia??)...well..they returning soon....hope they buy something from me...neway...school happens to get tougher and more tougher...i dont understand ppl saying the first year is the honeymoon year...if its true..then im dead for the next 3 yrs...???today ended early..so go play soccer....as usual i sucks....well thats abt it....till then...byezzzxxx

Sweet Revenge!!!

2005-06-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

woohoo...singapore won against malaysia!!!!just got home after watching the game at the kallang stadium...this would be the last time singapore will be playing there as the stadium is going to be demolish if not mistaken...*sad*..hold many great memories...cant figure out why the goverment want to tore it down cause to me..its a landmark in singapore....oh well....after witnessing the humilating 4-0 defeat at the hand of malaysia at kallang stadium on tiger cup 98...it's different story now as singapore won 2-0...its a fair fight only that singapore were better in luck that day...the greatness of revenge were lowered as most of malaysia key player were not playing...but a victory is still a victory...well done singapore...after that had a very GREAT walk from kallang to aljunied...and the main purpose???to see girls at 'lorong' and take mrt go home...now i just realise kallang no mrt station..???thanx lah guys...tell me earlier i go home straight at kallang...haiz....wasted some precious time there...some of us must feel shiok ah see the girls..but i was damn nervous..first time like that...somemore just before headed there my mom call to go home straight....(i dont know we suppose to walk that way ok....not my plan...)i thought they all want to go eat..walk dunno how many km....just to take mrt at aljunied..knn...take mrt from kallang only 2 mins like that...all the way go home no mood...just couldnt figure out whats the purpose of walking there...oh well....hope i dream the answer later....till then...byezzzxxx

first official day at NYP!!!

2005-05-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

ok..todays my first official day and so far so good....my time-table kinda sucks...cause i had long hours form mon to thurs...the only good thing is that i have no school on friday....yeah...3 days off...hhmm...having some difficulty with maths...but i think i could make it if i werk hard...which is gonna be a tough one..lol...well..my class turns out alrite..and yeah most were happy go lucky type...i think...???neway...still wondering wat cca to choose...kendo or outdoor activities??hhhmmm....need at least one cca so i will not be bored to death by always studying at that school...have yet to see the seniors...wondering if they good ppl????haiz...still to buy books...always there will be a long line of ppl waiting for their turns...tuesday gonna be sucks..maybe...start at 8 ends at 6....woohoo...camping!!!lol...hope the lesson is fun...well till then...byezzzxxx

first day on nyp....

2005-05-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

knn...wat thing first day kena study maths...first day of orientation somemore...haiz...tired man...sleep late last night...conference on phone...then morning rain...heavily...haiz...wear not very stylish to shool...poor mah...unlike someone..frab..lolz...neway...reach there meet taufiq at yck mrt...then proceed....wait for one 1hr...sit there do nonthing...all ppl i know in the course all diff class...lol..so..then got some performance before having lunch..luckily lunch provided...then we proceed to one of the lecture room...cramp...all class fit inside there...haiz..sit for 2 hours listening to talks....back pain..meanwhile got to know one guy who gonna be in the same class....ali is his name...neway...after all those boring talk on our first day on school....had to go for maths lesson...haiz..forget all the formula...somemore got a lil a maths...haiz..jia lat...to make it worse.....3 hours!!!!haiz..today to friday..everyday 3 hours....haiz...only FIRST day of ORIENTATION losing out already....muck buck up...jia lat....well...thats abt it...got to sleep early..got liverpool vs ac milan game later...must watch....haiz...wat thing tomorrow morning first thing maths 3 hours????haiz....super tired...till then...byezzzxxx

im really sori guyz....

2005-05-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

wow..i just realise that i sucks even more than i thought i was in soccer....my very fucking worst display for marceles....lost 3-0..to a great team...and all the 3 goals is my fault..haiz...this month totally sucks for me....fail my TP...and now..after years of winning streak(way before i join) and just because of me....we lost...haiz...im really sori guys...eventhough they act nonthing of it...i still think that deep within them...they just wanna curse me..well..i dont blame them...i myself curse myself...haiz...life totally sucks...on this mont that is...hope next month will be whole lot better in luck...haiz..school starting soon..wednesday to be more exact...hope i dont screw it...well...i really need to buck up on my performance...cause today's performance is definitely not worthy to be in a marceles team..im such a let down...once again i would like to apologise to marceles and even the supporters who were there...im sori.......

till then...byezzzxxx

Finally..the living legend has decided to blog again

2005-05-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

sori guys for not updating for so long...but if u had read my previous post..i did mention that i might not update for sometimes......(so alvin and ray got read????morons...haha)....so yup..the reason of not updating is that i fail my TP...haiz....fall of the plank..immediate failure....fuck..haha..morale was so low for the few following days....haiz...but life has to go on...book my next TP...whixh is ard next month....so ppl...keep praying for me..nonthing much happen this past few days...really..mostly is soccer and pool...so i lost in a nssl tournament..did i mention this before??so neway..ew lost in our fourth match..and in my first game...i miss a penalty..haha...cool....how many of u got to miss a penalty before oin a tournament and yet win..haha...lame...what else...hhhmm....had a few game with marceles..whih i think we won both match...or maybe draw one..i forgot...i have a short memory....well...thats abt it....till then...byezzzxxx

nervous breakdown....

2005-05-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

ok guys...again nonthing much happen this past few days....suppose to have nssl tournament on friday..but was cancelled due to heavy rain....ended up at cck...play x-box bfore go fadzali house..where we play soccer under the blk....hhhm...been a long time since i play under the blk...so..on monday went out with ray the whole day......went to defer my ns at cmpb....then went to lavender to extend my passport...bfore follow ray go take his x-box....(thanx ray....8-DIGITS!!!!haiz...)only ray will understand the sentence in the brackets..just now just finished my sp and rr.....haiz...fuck up.....and to make it worse..tomorrow is my TP..haiz..on monday..there were 90 testee....but only 9 pass....yup...jia lat...cb....so guys...dont bug me to update my blog..if i never update it after today....u should know the reason...haiz...nervous to the core......well...till then(dont know when..)...byezzzxxx
(ppl..pls pray for me....hope i pass....)...

nervous breakdown....

2005-05-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

anyone read my blog????

2005-05-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

not sure if anyone even read my blog...but just updating it just in case....well....nonthing much happen this past few days....except for normal things like soccer,sp blah3....so i dont think im gonna mention all this stuff...cause its the same old stuff....but got go johor with ray,kai jie,alvin,desmond n jeffrey on tuesday...bought nonthing this time...poor guy...unlike ray....FRAB...he should know wat that means...so neway..i only spent on food...ate at pizza hut...damn..they all eat like rich bastard sia...they order 2 sets of meal 3 for us 6 ppl when the menu stated that meal 3 is recommended for 6 ppl....haiz....eat so full untill cannot eat somemore...each one fork out RM$21....ok lah...worth it....well..thats abt it....till then...byezzzxxx

sat,sun,mon

2005-05-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

sATurdAY~
played soccer early in the morning with some former wdlers students...can say have a great time...but i kinda showed how poor my stamina is....haiz...then later in the afternoon...went out with fairoz n yusri...go tangling mall...CI got a small 'bazaar'...i believe the fund is for the new campus...oh well....bought nonthing actually....only spent on playing pool....

SundAY~
had a match against flamboyant...a very good reputation team that i cant afford to miss....suppose to go for a wedding...but decided to play instead....first half...played in the middle = fucked up performance....played horribly wrong..maybe not used to the position[hey im versatile,i can play anywhere(fuck)]...oh well...trailing 1-0 at half-time...second half a change of formation n a change of fortune...i played as a sweeper....more of a midfield...but defensive...i think im the only one that can be heard throughout the second half...this time...my performance = 1/5 of steven gerrard at his best...consider an achivement for me...quite dissapointed that the game were dead silence and we let in the second goal, with the final result read 2-2....good game i suppose...amazingly...no fighting.....at night...went to have dinner at newton..with my family and some relatives...have an incident which already occur before i reach there...but there's still some life to the incident when i arrive...(lazy to elaborate..u all should know if u watch/read news)...had seafood..by the time the dinner ended....my tank was full to the max...super...tasety but costly...haiz....

MOndAy~
today..went to sentosa with mjfc...almost all who came for sunday game(we only had 12 players for that match) were there....went there have breakfast..then reach there....this time only swimming...no soccer or anything else....of course theres a little bit of soccer...a game of monkey...but no match or what-so-ever...

well...thats abt it....till then....byezzzxxx

abc,123

2005-04-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

Thursday~
believe it or not...i won $250...just because i bet $1 on my phone number...'4853'..and it appear as starter...woohoo...my bro ask me to bet for him since i already 18..and i say why not i bet for fun...bet on 2 sets of number..haiz...lucky me...and as usual...ray would not believe me...haiz...ppl know me as umlucky person..so when i won they thing i lie to them...so went to play takraw near fazlie house at night...ok ah...all not so pro..so i didnt look that bad...play for fun...hhhmm..learn a new way to block thanx to opit...lol.....

Friday~
went to play soccer again at sembawang...this time with some marceles player...my team consist of both fazli,wan,opit n me...reach there quite late...so didnt play much...yet enjoyed it...just before the lights off....i scored a goal...but actually ray help me one...the ball bounce off him to the goal...and he's a gk...go figure....thanx ray....well...thats abt it...and yeah...ray got a new name..not new but upgrade...very long...lazy to write liao....haha...till then...byezzzzxxx

the after 'fuck'...

2005-04-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

this week....there's no sunday for me....cause i spend the day at home doing nonthing except sleeping....so how was my previous post??short and sweet huh??straight to the point...to those who wondering y such a short (one word) post...well...the only word seems to describe the day very well...i put up a fucking performance for the marceles game...apart from the scoring(which was a total fluke) i did absoutely nonthing...to make it worse...reach home no food...damn hungry..and to finish it off...my laptop hit with a virus....fucking obvious that i have a fucking day which only a fucking ppl can get...and that me...fucker...cool...FUCK!...well....since nonthing happen today..i gonna stop here....till then...byezzzxxx

fUcK!

2005-04-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

FuCk!